[He catches on so quickly, which is good, because Lup doesn't even have the sense to try and hide how much this has shaken her.]

What if this is just the start? What if I disappear completely? [So much uncertainty in what was next. If she could be reassured this was as far as those shitty gods would go, Lup could handle it better, but without knowing for sure?] What the fuck am I going to do? I can't leave him behind again.