[Kain clenches his fists, feeling all of that anguish flowing out of him, as steadily as the rain is falling. He sobs a little, keeping his head lowered. He can't admit it, entirely, but this is quite a release.]

It feels like weakness to me. My pride is everything. To lose it is unbearable... Y... [He lets out a few sobs and works to catch his breath.] You won't ever tell anyone about this, will you?