"People like you are not supposed to notice people like me..."

It sounds so pitiful when she says it aloud, but that's just how things have always been for her. And how she always preferred, when she can hear so loudly what other people think of her. What she has should be a gift from God, but... it doesn't always feel that way. It feels like she came from somewhere else, and where she'll be going won't be where the God her people love so dearly is.