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hadriel_logs2018-03-12 01:36 pm
multivitamins) wrote in hadriel_logs2018-03-12 01:36 pm
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Who: Iguana Science Ignis Scientia, Eddie Kaspbrak
What: Eddie being miserable that his friends are gone.
Where: Apartments.
When: Backdated to after the expeditions.
Warnings: Just general moping around, probably mentions of killer clowns somewhere.
[ Eddie is pretty sure his mantra for the last few days has been fuck this place or variations of said phrase. When he'd first arrived things had been grim but they had been manageable for the fact that his best friend Richie had been there to suffer with him. No matter what had happened the pair of them had been able to get through them (normally by badmouthing it, shouting about it or generally being unimpressed by the whole thing). The whole aspect of being dragged into a world with no seeming way out had been easier to put up with when his friends from home were around, no matter how many times Eddie wondered if that made him selfish or not. And now? Now it was just him; the rest of the Derry kids had found a way home and he was the last one standing.
He doesn't know if he should be depressed or pissed off by all of this. He alternates, spending his time curled up in bed and huffing his annoyance with a hint of drama. Why couldn't he go home too? It was totally unfair that everyone else got to leave and he got to be stuck in this place with monsters and strange people? Sure, some of the people in this place were awesome, the kinds he would never have met otherwise, but at the end of it all it didn't beat the fact that Richie had gone home and he hadn't. Completely unfair! What was he even meant to be doing now?
There had been an attempt to vent on the network yet somehow all that had happened was Eddie somehow feeling even more put out. Maybe it was the lack of Richie popping up to tell him to stop being stupid of throwing some dumb emoji his way, or a lack of Stan's pragmatism to point out the flaws in such thinking.
Fuck it, he's going to stay in bed and not move. His door is unlocked so if anyone needs him Eddie knows they can just walk on in.]
What: Eddie being miserable that his friends are gone.
Where: Apartments.
When: Backdated to after the expeditions.
Warnings: Just general moping around, probably mentions of killer clowns somewhere.
[ Eddie is pretty sure his mantra for the last few days has been fuck this place or variations of said phrase. When he'd first arrived things had been grim but they had been manageable for the fact that his best friend Richie had been there to suffer with him. No matter what had happened the pair of them had been able to get through them (normally by badmouthing it, shouting about it or generally being unimpressed by the whole thing). The whole aspect of being dragged into a world with no seeming way out had been easier to put up with when his friends from home were around, no matter how many times Eddie wondered if that made him selfish or not. And now? Now it was just him; the rest of the Derry kids had found a way home and he was the last one standing.
He doesn't know if he should be depressed or pissed off by all of this. He alternates, spending his time curled up in bed and huffing his annoyance with a hint of drama. Why couldn't he go home too? It was totally unfair that everyone else got to leave and he got to be stuck in this place with monsters and strange people? Sure, some of the people in this place were awesome, the kinds he would never have met otherwise, but at the end of it all it didn't beat the fact that Richie had gone home and he hadn't. Completely unfair! What was he even meant to be doing now?
There had been an attempt to vent on the network yet somehow all that had happened was Eddie somehow feeling even more put out. Maybe it was the lack of Richie popping up to tell him to stop being stupid of throwing some dumb emoji his way, or a lack of Stan's pragmatism to point out the flaws in such thinking.
Fuck it, he's going to stay in bed and not move. His door is unlocked so if anyone needs him Eddie knows they can just walk on in.]