Is she really making him do this? Fine. Wash goes tense, closing his eyes so he doesn't have to look at her as he starts at the beginning. Every screw up, every way he's hurt her or gotten her hurt or just not been there. Every character flaw, all of which she already knows. He rehashes all the mistakes of the past six months and then just generally turns himself inside out with self loathing, before trailing off into another coughing fit that leaves him grabbing for the tissues on his nightstand. He's horrible, Kyna. And now he's sick and pathetic and whiny about it, so. He hacks up something disturbingly yellow and tosses the tissue away, grimacing. "Why are you still here?"