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Alucard Emery ([personal profile] solase) wrote in [community profile] hadriel_logs 2018-07-15 09:40 pm (UTC)

so do i tbh makes it worse again

A part of Alucard, a part of him that is not consumed by jealousy or fever, can feel his heart breaking at this particular admission from Rhy. It's a truth he knows deep down inside of himself. It has to be true, after all, for Rhy has shown no interest in him the whole time he has been back. A part of him regrets his return, for that reason. Regrets their proximity. Regrets being able to see and not touch, not love him as he had before. But only a part.

Unfortunately it's not the part of him that's in command of his abilities now. That jealous, angry, lonely piece of himself wants to grab and take and possess all of the other man that he can. But he feels so warm, his head spinning even as he sits in place where he is, and he doesn't think he could manage any of that even if he tried.

"I need you," he says, softly.

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