Shit. No. She's not going to fucking cry. Nobody's dying, she's not in danger, there's no need for this.
She takes another drink, because at least this way she can blame the tequila for any tears that might manage to fight their way out. Not that Chris is even able to see them, but it's the principle of the thing. There's no mortal danger. She isn't going to cry.]
If he's dead...? [But he's not, he's not dead, he's totally not dead--] It's like... it's my fault.
[Unlike Chris, Emily has stopped giving a shit about how awful it would be to wish someone into this shithole with them. She wants Matt here. She wants Matt here with her. She wants one goddamn person on her side, and Matt is the only one who stood by her on the mountain. Everyone else was ready to stab her in the back no matter what. Well-- okay. So was Sam. Sam cared. Sam tried.
But Sam was here, and Sam is gone, and Sam wasn't in danger because of Emily, and Sam doesn't think that she was being cheated on.]
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Shit. No. She's not going to fucking cry. Nobody's dying, she's not in danger, there's no need for this.
She takes another drink, because at least this way she can blame the tequila for any tears that might manage to fight their way out. Not that Chris is even able to see them, but it's the principle of the thing. There's no mortal danger. She isn't going to cry.]
If he's dead...? [But he's not, he's not dead, he's totally not dead--] It's like... it's my fault.
[Unlike Chris, Emily has stopped giving a shit about how awful it would be to wish someone into this shithole with them. She wants Matt here. She wants Matt here with her. She wants one goddamn person on her side, and Matt is the only one who stood by her on the mountain. Everyone else was ready to stab her in the back no matter what. Well-- okay. So was Sam. Sam cared. Sam tried.
But Sam was here, and Sam is gone, and Sam wasn't in danger because of Emily, and Sam doesn't think that she was being cheated on.]