Of course it isn't. All this time I've been here, and it hasn't all been bad, but that's because of other people like us, not--

[ There's a hiccup as she does catch sight of his face, eyes lingering there for a moment, but then she remembers herself and picks back up: ]

...because of the gods. Still, siding with the Null isn't the answer, and we can't exactly fight them. Not in any way I know of. [ They're gods for a reason. ] If you've come up with a sound strategy for locating the Door, though, I'm all ears.