[He's not even thinking about that right now. He's just one foot in front of the other, trying to keep fucking going, still feeling like he just wants to die with her. At this point, he's almost too tired to keep lying.]
... Well. Can't do any of it without Lup. So.
[So he has to wait until she's back. Which considering where he's heading, why he's alone-- might make some sense now as to why he's so wrapped up in this.]
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[He's not even thinking about that right now. He's just one foot in front of the other, trying to keep fucking going, still feeling like he just wants to die with her. At this point, he's almost too tired to keep lying.]
... Well. Can't do any of it without Lup. So.
[So he has to wait until she's back. Which considering where he's heading, why he's alone-- might make some sense now as to why he's so wrapped up in this.]