[Somehow, that doesn't help. The actions were still her own. It was Maketh who aimed the gun and pulled the trigger. Not -- Rage, it must have been Rage doing this. However they're doing this, infecting people with these thoughts, it's effective. In another place, Maketh could admire its effectiveness. If she were another person, perhaps a year back and still a proper Imperial. She presses her cheek against the wall again, just for the pressure.] I hurt someone. I'm not--I can't do that.
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[Somehow, that doesn't help. The actions were still her own. It was Maketh who aimed the gun and pulled the trigger. Not -- Rage, it must have been Rage doing this. However they're doing this, infecting people with these thoughts, it's effective. In another place, Maketh could admire its effectiveness. If she were another person, perhaps a year back and still a proper Imperial. She presses her cheek against the wall again, just for the pressure.] I hurt someone. I'm not--I can't do that.