[ Gansey is still reeling when Ronan comes into the room. She thinks he's going to get one of them killed?! He knows that things haven't always been good. There have been times when Gansey himself dwells on what he has gotten them all into. There are things that have happened to them which he knows have only happened because of the quest, and they are only on the quest because it's his quest.

Things like Adam's sacrifice. Maura going missing. Persephone dying.

So what Blue says resonates, terribly, because he cannot say that she's wrong. He just didn't think this was how she felt. She, more than anyone, because of how close they've been.

His eyes flick up to Ronan. The problem is, he doesn't know what to do. He doesn't know how to take charge of this and he absolutely doesn't know how to fight back. ]

Blue, I don't...

Look, I would never hurt any of you! I need to finish this. You don't have to. If this isn't what you want, then...

I don't even know what started this. I don't know what I've done.

[ He looks at Ronan again, expression helpless. If he doesn't know the cause, he doesn't know how to fix it. It's worse because it's her. ]