That's what you think, lady. I'm really good at not facing reality!

[ If he accepted reality he would probably still be in Florida with no way back to Amy and the rest of the 99. He scrubs a hand down his face and tries to keep himself together because if he doesn't he's going to just end up turning into a basket case.

Well. More of a basket case. ]

...In hindsight that sounds really bad, but I'm standing by it!