I am a different person! I'm better, not the same girl anymore. I'm not defined by it anymore.
[She wants to believe that very much; she wants to believe that if her father shows up, she'd be able to say no to finding victims for him. She even wants it feel like she could say no to Hannibal and his 'hunting'. And she desperately wants to believe that she has a new life. ]
Leo told me it would. He showed my that my soul was tainted by my past. I could see the sin glowing red through my skin. He took that away. That stained part is gone now. He destroyed it.
[She remembers what Leo told her later. The idea of him eating any part of her is still creepy. It's better than the alternative though.]
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I am a different person! I'm better, not the same girl anymore. I'm not defined by it anymore.
[She wants to believe that very much; she wants to believe that if her father shows up, she'd be able to say no to finding victims for him. She even wants it feel like she could say no to Hannibal and his 'hunting'. And she desperately wants to believe that she has a new life. ]
Leo told me it would. He showed my that my soul was tainted by my past. I could see the sin glowing red through my skin. He took that away. That stained part is gone now. He destroyed it.
[She remembers what Leo told her later. The idea of him eating any part of her is still creepy. It's better than the alternative though.]
It's gone. There's just me now.