[He's pretty certain of that anyway. If he was going to he would have by now. Since he's been here he's come close once, but managed to pull himself back. He doesn't feel like that now - like he's losing control and the conditioning is taking over. Honestly he feels a little.. hollow. Like he should be having more of a reaction than this.]
It might make it worse eventually but it'll make it better right now. And that's what we need.
[He'll have his breakdown in private when they get back thank you.]
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[He's pretty certain of that anyway. If he was going to he would have by now. Since he's been here he's come close once, but managed to pull himself back. He doesn't feel like that now - like he's losing control and the conditioning is taking over. Honestly he feels a little.. hollow. Like he should be having more of a reaction than this.]
It might make it worse eventually but it'll make it better right now. And that's what we need.
[He'll have his breakdown in private when they get back thank you.]
Don't worry about me. It'll be okay.