circumitus: Also I saw a dead man's penis. It's safe to say I will be getting very drunk tonight. (today has been hell.)
【Rey】 ([personal profile] circumitus) wrote in [community profile] hadriel_logs 2019-04-10 11:29 am (UTC)

[Most emotions are beyond Rey. Of them all, however, love and affection has always been the most difficult for her to parse. When she wants it, it's strong. And when she receives it, she can't help but be overwhelmed by guilt. She doesn't deserve it. She's unworthy. Wasteful. Why would anyone bother with such a precious gift on someone like her?

[Somehow, she manages to maintain a neutral composure the entire time. It isn't the first time she's had to block off emotions, but Love's are the most challenging sometimes. The other emotions don't leave her with so much damn guilt in the end.]


Just... out. Of here. Love is obviously fucking with us and their shit is the worst. [For Rey, anyway. She shifts nervously.] Besides. Can't hurt to scout some more while we're still on this planet.

[It's a productive excuse, if nothing else.]

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