( where ever you may run into him, akira is looking like a complete mess. every once in awhile there's a— ) Hic... ( from the poor boy as he wipes at his eyes and nose with the sleeve of his blazer... but that doesn't stop the tears from streaming down his cheeks all the same. )

Yusuke... Everyone... ( he's muttering the same sorts of things between his sobs— ) I failed you all I— I'm so sorry...

( and this is about the time he falls to his knees, curling up in a ball. right in the middle of the walkway to... cry. )

( well if you happened to come across him earlier, you may find a very different akira today. he's quite stationary today it seems though, simply staring up at... nothing in particular, if you were to check it out before approaching him.

apparently whatever had upset him earlier has either left him all cried out, or he's simply accepted it. even without that familiar glare of his glasses, his eyes are quite glassy. unfocused, even. but none of that matters, because... )

It's okay because... I'm dead.