[Nick rakes a hand through her hair in agitation.]
Jesus. I hate everybody, and you drive me fucking crazy, always running your mouth all the time about the stupidest bullshit.
[And yet ... she can't stop thinking about him. That entire time he was gone, all she could think about was that stupidly drunken night and the things she'd said and the things she did and the things he didn't do, and she just isn't any good at analyzing her own feelings.]
Just - forget it, OK? I'm an asshole, and I'm fucking stupid besides.
[And this is just embarrassing. Nick hides her face behind her hands and takes a deep breath, wishing the ground would open up and swallow her whole. Guys have never been this hard for her to figure out. They typically just want one or two things from her, and alcohol makes that decision easier for both of them. This is something different altogether.]
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[Nick rakes a hand through her hair in agitation.]
Jesus. I hate everybody, and you drive me fucking crazy, always running your mouth all the time about the stupidest bullshit.
[And yet ... she can't stop thinking about him. That entire time he was gone, all she could think about was that stupidly drunken night and the things she'd said and the things she did and the things he didn't do, and she just isn't any good at analyzing her own feelings.]
Just - forget it, OK? I'm an asshole, and I'm fucking stupid besides.
[And this is just embarrassing. Nick hides her face behind her hands and takes a deep breath, wishing the ground would open up and swallow her whole. Guys have never been this hard for her to figure out. They typically just want one or two things from her, and alcohol makes that decision easier for both of them. This is something different altogether.]