Ronan blinks at the response from both of them and is quiet for a moment, before he drags a hand over his face with a low groan and opens his door a little more fully, before focusing on the two of them.
"Jesus, Gansey."
This isn't what he was expecting it to be about. And it's heavy the weight of Gansey's death and the responsibility that he'd let slip through his fingers. They didn't say anything- and Ronan had felt guilty for it, but he'd pushed that away because he thought it was better not to, that it would just make everything worse to think about it, especially when Adam was hellbent on saving him, especially when Ronan himself wouldn't let him die. But how exactly does he explain that?
Chainsaw croons in his room and Ronan shuts the door behind him, muffling her raspy voice.
"A say in what? What the fuck are you gonna do about it other than freak out until it happens- " A quick pause, and he glances toward Adam before amending, "-if it happens? Blue's known for longer than any of us and she didn't say a damn thing either."
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"Jesus, Gansey."
This isn't what he was expecting it to be about. And it's heavy the weight of Gansey's death and the responsibility that he'd let slip through his fingers. They didn't say anything- and Ronan had felt guilty for it, but he'd pushed that away because he thought it was better not to, that it would just make everything worse to think about it, especially when Adam was hellbent on saving him, especially when Ronan himself wouldn't let him die. But how exactly does he explain that?
Chainsaw croons in his room and Ronan shuts the door behind him, muffling her raspy voice.
"A say in what? What the fuck are you gonna do about it other than freak out until it happens- " A quick pause, and he glances toward Adam before amending, "-if it happens? Blue's known for longer than any of us and she didn't say a damn thing either."