"Gansey, you're constantly on the edge of breaking down. You haven't been stable since we left home. It's obvious to all of us. When could we ever have told you, when would have been a good time?"
There's no reason not to say what he knows they've all noticed. He's seen Gansey afraid before, upset, close to falling apart. Gansey's come to him before, for distraction or help, though it's been a long time since anything like that has happened. Back in Henrietta, maybe. He doesn't know when it changed.
"If you want to doubt us - me - you can, I guess. That doesn't change what I'm going to do. If you want to accept your own death and hate me for not telling you, fine. I'll still keep it from happening. We will. I decided that a long time ago. There is no alternative, there is no 'what will happen if I die'. Be angry all you want, Gansey. Nothing's going to change."
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There's no reason not to say what he knows they've all noticed. He's seen Gansey afraid before, upset, close to falling apart. Gansey's come to him before, for distraction or help, though it's been a long time since anything like that has happened. Back in Henrietta, maybe. He doesn't know when it changed.
"If you want to doubt us - me - you can, I guess. That doesn't change what I'm going to do. If you want to accept your own death and hate me for not telling you, fine. I'll still keep it from happening. We will. I decided that a long time ago. There is no alternative, there is no 'what will happen if I die'. Be angry all you want, Gansey. Nothing's going to change."