[Nick's particular brand of self-destruction in times of emotional turmoil tends to take one of a few simple forms: drinking, fighting, casual sex. None of those things are helping alleviate the consuming sense of guilt-driven despair she finds following her around, and she's honestly tried, particularly with the drinking. She's already been to the bar, and while she's not so drunk that she can't walk a straight line, she's definitely drunk, and full of regrets and bad ideas.
It's not that she actually wants to end her life when she starts wading into the lake - it's more about forcing herself to feel something different. She's never screamed underwater, and in the moment she thinks of it, nothing else sounds more perfectly natural.
Besides, she probably wouldn't die anyway. Who knows, maybe the next stupid power she has yet to discover is the ability to breathe underwater. She doesn't notice Ronan sitting nearby, and even if she did, she wouldn't care.]
lake. cw suicidal appearing behavior.
It's not that she actually wants to end her life when she starts wading into the lake - it's more about forcing herself to feel something different. She's never screamed underwater, and in the moment she thinks of it, nothing else sounds more perfectly natural.
Besides, she probably wouldn't die anyway. Who knows, maybe the next stupid power she has yet to discover is the ability to breathe underwater. She doesn't notice Ronan sitting nearby, and even if she did, she wouldn't care.]