[Josh has been on and off so many medications, in and out of hospitals, he's tried so many things - or his parents have - that honestly he's not entirely sure what feeling normal would look like for him. Maybe not this, but he doesn't feel sluggish and half-dead either, he feels things more vividly, both good and bad.
It sure seems like seeing things more clearly. It helped him figure everything out, helped him go through with things. Only he didn't, now, he hasn't. It's frustrating.]
I don't know, man. Not that long.
[He shrugs, like it doesn't even matter at all.]
Don't worry, bro. I got it covered. I know - I knew - exactly what I was gonna do.
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[Josh has been on and off so many medications, in and out of hospitals, he's tried so many things - or his parents have - that honestly he's not entirely sure what feeling normal would look like for him. Maybe not this, but he doesn't feel sluggish and half-dead either, he feels things more vividly, both good and bad.
It sure seems like seeing things more clearly. It helped him figure everything out, helped him go through with things. Only he didn't, now, he hasn't. It's frustrating.]
I don't know, man. Not that long.
[He shrugs, like it doesn't even matter at all.]
Don't worry, bro. I got it covered. I know - I knew - exactly what I was gonna do.