[He can't get that upset about it, though. It's not like it was a huge secret, Josh having some trouble every now and then, though he was pretty good at keeping the extent of it covered up. So maybe it's a violation of privacy, maybe it's really not Chris' right to tell other people about Josh's illness, but whatever. It pales in comparison to everything else.]
Ah, come on. It was genius, and you believed it.
[And that's sort of - well, gratifying, really. Maybe Josh hadn't been there, maybe he didn't experience it himself, but knowing that Chris believed it is a victory.
Some part of him knows that's fucked up, that's it's pretty awful to do that kind of thing to his friends, but it's hard to really grasp that, it's hard to understand it when his thoughts are so easily occupied with other things.]
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[He can't get that upset about it, though. It's not like it was a huge secret, Josh having some trouble every now and then, though he was pretty good at keeping the extent of it covered up. So maybe it's a violation of privacy, maybe it's really not Chris' right to tell other people about Josh's illness, but whatever. It pales in comparison to everything else.]
Ah, come on. It was genius, and you believed it.
[And that's sort of - well, gratifying, really. Maybe Josh hadn't been there, maybe he didn't experience it himself, but knowing that Chris believed it is a victory.
Some part of him knows that's fucked up, that's it's pretty awful to do that kind of thing to his friends, but it's hard to really grasp that, it's hard to understand it when his thoughts are so easily occupied with other things.]
Anyway, I'm not dead, so it's cool.