[In that moment, Emily realizes she's lost this argument.
Because there's no way to deny it now without lying, and she doesn't want to lie to him. As much as she doesn't want this to be happening like this, she wants to be honest with him because of how much she lied back home. She owes him that, after all he's done for her, after how good he's been when she deseves nothing but the worst.
So she won't lie. She'll tell him the truth.
Her mind is going a thousand miles a minute, thinking a few steps ahead like this is some test and she has to support or refute a statement in five minutes flat. Only since she knows she lost, it's harder. There are no arguments to be made anymore, except--]
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Because there's no way to deny it now without lying, and she doesn't want to lie to him. As much as she doesn't want this to be happening like this, she wants to be honest with him because of how much she lied back home. She owes him that, after all he's done for her, after how good he's been when she deseves nothing but the worst.
So she won't lie. She'll tell him the truth.
Her mind is going a thousand miles a minute, thinking a few steps ahead like this is some test and she has to support or refute a statement in five minutes flat. Only since she knows she lost, it's harder. There are no arguments to be made anymore, except--]
I didn't mean it.