He's still smiling. He don't need to breathe, he don't need to breathe, he doesn't need to breathe but he has to do something because this is ripping him apart, he's watching the world unspool beneath his feet and he can't hold onto it, he can't hold onto a single damn thing and he never could and he knew he never could, he knew, he'd never have said that he had a damn inch of control over his own life and he never would have operated under that comfort delusion.]
cw dissociation/panic
He's still smiling. He don't need to breathe, he don't need to breathe, he doesn't need to breathe but he has to do something because this is ripping him apart, he's watching the world unspool beneath his feet and he can't hold onto it, he can't hold onto a single damn thing and he never could and he knew he never could, he knew, he'd never have said that he had a damn inch of control over his own life and he never would have operated under that
comfortdelusion.]