( That question is one she lives with every day, only assuaged by the knowledge that - eventually - the Agency fell, and she had a part in it. Like Faith said, Kate put her there.
But is that really true? If Kate and Marc hadn't been there, it'd have been someone else. The same events would have likely unfolded, right?
How many things occurred in The Agency specifically because of her? How many people were tortured that didn't need to be? Or Creatures killed that might not have been? She doesn't know the answer to that. Doesn't want to think about it, but her mind always wanders. )
Couldn't say.
( How many people did she place in danger here, of all places, back with the fog?
Her tongue clicks against the roof of her mouth after a pause that seems too long and she eventually adds; )
... More than enough. Plenty of people who wouldn't have died if-
( If she'd done more. Like Faith. Sharon. Maketh. Chris. Marc. The list could go on and on. )
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But is that really true? If Kate and Marc hadn't been there, it'd have been someone else. The same events would have likely unfolded, right?
How many things occurred in The Agency specifically because of her? How many people were tortured that didn't need to be? Or Creatures killed that might not have been? She doesn't know the answer to that. Doesn't want to think about it, but her mind always wanders. )
Couldn't say.
( How many people did she place in danger here, of all places, back with the fog?
Her tongue clicks against the roof of her mouth after a pause that seems too long and she eventually adds; )
... More than enough. Plenty of people who wouldn't have died if-
( If she'd done more. Like Faith. Sharon. Maketh. Chris. Marc. The list could go on and on. )