No matter how much the world continues shattering around you; the bad, the worse. The arguments, the sleepless nights. The dust on your hands and a counter that just kept getting higher, until you belatedly realized that it was never going to help. Curb your frustrations and your fears, start again. Start again. Start again.
Start again, until you can't. Until that choice is taken from you, and you're left to deal with the consequences of thousands of bad decisions. Face down a face that's looked at your own copious times, laid you to rest in a golden hall under a blanket of bones. Kill your darlings, take the blame. Stay quiet as blood drips down to the ground (your blood. It's your blood) because you know you chose wrong. Let them tell you how selfish you are.
Make a home that you can never really have. Make friends who you don't really deserve. It's not all that great; in many ways, it's terrible.
But at least, you think, at least, there's one thing you're safe from.
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No matter how much the world continues shattering around you; the bad, the worse. The arguments, the sleepless nights. The dust on your hands and a counter that just kept getting higher, until you belatedly realized that it was never going to help. Curb your frustrations and your fears, start again. Start again. Start again.
Start again, until you can't. Until that choice is taken from you, and you're left to deal with the consequences of thousands of bad decisions. Face down a face that's looked at your own copious times, laid you to rest in a golden hall under a blanket of bones. Kill your darlings, take the blame. Stay quiet as blood drips down to the ground (your blood. It's your blood) because you know you chose wrong. Let them tell you how selfish you are.
Make a home that you can never really have. Make friends who you don't really deserve. It's not all that great; in many ways, it's terrible.
But at least, you think, at least, there's one thing you're safe from.
And then you're not.]