[This is still his responsibility. That's how he feels, and it's not something he can easily ignore - he did this, he made this body, and he's the one who needs to clean it up. Ronan did nothing except be the person he is, the kind of person who might lash out in anger but would never think things through coldly the way Adam did.
He reaches out to take the shovel and start digging himself. There's no way he can let Ronan do this. He's already done so much.]
Here is good, but I'll do the digging. Just - just rest, okay? You brought this, that's enough.
[He doesn't quite want to look at the body, but he forces himself to anyway. It's important to take responsibility for the things you've done. Adam has always believed that, and how could he not? He spent so many years being blamed for his father's anger, his mother's indifference. If there's one thing he can take from that, it's to look at the things you've done and take them on your own shoulders, rather than forcing the blame on to anyone else. He did this, whatever that makes him. However bad it might be.]
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[This is still his responsibility. That's how he feels, and it's not something he can easily ignore - he did this, he made this body, and he's the one who needs to clean it up. Ronan did nothing except be the person he is, the kind of person who might lash out in anger but would never think things through coldly the way Adam did.
He reaches out to take the shovel and start digging himself. There's no way he can let Ronan do this. He's already done so much.]
Here is good, but I'll do the digging. Just - just rest, okay? You brought this, that's enough.
[He doesn't quite want to look at the body, but he forces himself to anyway. It's important to take responsibility for the things you've done. Adam has always believed that, and how could he not? He spent so many years being blamed for his father's anger, his mother's indifference. If there's one thing he can take from that, it's to look at the things you've done and take them on your own shoulders, rather than forcing the blame on to anyone else. He did this, whatever that makes him. However bad it might be.]