That helps a little. Of all people, Rey would understand. Maketh sighs. "I tried to forget them for a long time. Then I came here and -- somehow, I thought about the past all the time. I thought...maybe if I'd gone with them back then, if I'd died with them, things would have been better. For a minute."

Just for a minute.

"But then they were here and they didn't -- they didn't blame me."

Maketh shivers.

"They said it wasn't my fault."