Twenty-five years, and still nobody has found it? Surely his crew must have wanted it for themselves, wouldn't they be the most likely to know where to look?

[It must kill him, to be stuck here unable to be hunting for it. Yes, she's heard that when people go back, they seem to return to the same time they left from, but that's only the case for those who have then returned again. Far more came and then left again forever. What if it's different for them?

It's why she writes, daily. She doesn't believe everyone will always go back to the same time and place and she doesn't believe that nobody goes home with memories of this place, either.]