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Event Log: Assassin
Who: Everyone!
What: The Assassin event
Where: Throughout the city
When: April 15th-23rd
Warnings: Inevitable character death, potential horror and gore and unpleasantness. Please remember to tag for warnings in the header if it things get too bad!
What: The Assassin event
Where: Throughout the city
When: April 15th-23rd
Warnings: Inevitable character death, potential horror and gore and unpleasantness. Please remember to tag for warnings in the header if it things get too bad!
The morning of April 15th in Hadriel is cheerful, with artificial light streaming through your window. Your blankets are warm, jabberjays are shrieking, and you're probably going to experience a murder attempt today.
Maybe it'll be from a stranger, maybe it'll be from a friend, but the bottom line is that everybody is after somebody and nobody is safe (...okay, twelve people are safe, but that's beside the point). Time will only tell when you'll be overcome by that murderous rage and try to kill someone else. The best thing you can probably do at this point is stay calm, keep your head high, and try not to die for the next eight days.
Helpfully, Rage will have restocked her armory for the event, for those of you have yet to arm themselves. Additionally, for a limited time only, the armory will be stocked with bear traps, tripwire (in both 'general wire' and 'barbed wire' flavor), and voice recorders. Use all of them, use none of them, just get on out there and kill each other!
Oh, and one last thing...► This log covers April 15th-23rd.
► Feel free to make your own logs as well!
► Please tag headers of threads with content warnings where they apply
► Please put your character's name and open/closed in the subject line of your starters!
► Did your assassin catch up to you? Please remember to hit up our death post!
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That's up to you. There aren't much in the ways of safehouses here, though we could probably secure one of the higher level rooms in a spire. Should give you enough space to figure this out.
[That way they wouldn't have to worry about Maketh breaking any windows to escape, so the only way out would be the one door.]
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All right. Pick one, I can't...
[Maketh grimaces.] I'm having trouble focusing right now.
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All right. Think there are plenty of empty rooms in the new spire. Can hold you there for a while.
[Keeping her there for a whole week might be the best course of action, being someone who had spent four years in near isolation. Rey isn't too wild about inflicting that on anyone else. But it may be their only option for now.
[She gestures for Maketh to follow, and starts heading out of the alley. After a few seconds, she adds:] The trick is to try and disassociate yourself from your emotions.
[Maketh may have noticed Rey sounding more robotic now than before, but there's more psychology to it than just simply flipping a switch. Rey is, after all, more like-human than a synthetic.]
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[She's just been trying not to lately, that's all. Lilith got so upset with her that one time, and there was that look on her face -- but this is different now, Maketh reminds herself. She's a threat and that cannot be allowed. It's not just a bad moment. This is a real, breathing threat that might end with bodies on the ground. And if Rey won't shoot her, then -- then it must be done properly. She'll need to slow her breathing, first. Then start reciting the mantras in her head, over and over again until they stick, her posture perfect, eyes straight ahead, looking at nothing.
Imagine a metal rod, her instructors said, stuck through your spine. Give it detail, give it life. Look how straight it is, how strong. Breathe around it. Stand up straight, put your eyes straight ahead. Focus on the rod. Do not stumble. You are an officer of the Imperial Court, you will do your duty with the utmost honor and discipline, you will do what you're told.
Maketh straightens her shoulders. Better.]
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[All Rey has to do is slip back into those shoes without becoming that monster who enjoyed burning and hurting and killing again. That's the exact opposite of what she should be doing right now.
[She studies Maketh for a few seconds, judging her by her posture and visage.]
Anger is just one emotion, and you are more than that. Try and focus on something else or nothing at all. [Just like a good soldier.
[In Rey's case, she has pain to keep her mind busy. And for someone who has died several times before, pain is the one thing she can handle better than her own emotions. It's the norm for her.
[Yes, she can do this. They both can.]
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[And she will do it fucking perfectly, so there can't be any question. It's harder to just do it cold, without something to spark the mantras, but Maketh tries. She remembers what it felt like as a cadet, thirteen years old and in a uniform that didn't fit, staring at nothing so she wouldn't cry when her instructors screamed at her.
Do everything just right and you won't get in trouble. She'll do as she's ordered. Always and forever.
Right now, her objective is to follow Rey and do exactly as she says. Maketh squares her shoulders. She can do that. She'll do a good job.]
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[Because that's what it was all about -- her purpose.
[As they continue walking, she glances over her shoulder from time to time to see how Maketh is fairing. She's marching forward with a disciplined posture. Normally Rey wouldn't encourage such a thing on anyone else, but these are very unique circumstances.]
Good. [And then, after a while, she adds:] We should be there soon. Try to keep your head on straight until then.
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[The more she walks, the easier it becomes to slip back into that mentality. You are a cadet and you know nothing. You are nothing until we have remade you in our image. And there's something so simple about knowing that -- it's comforting, in a way. Always was. Your choices are not your own, you do not know how to think. We will show you what to think.
Rey has a low, smooth voice. Comforting. Easy to follow. The orders she gives are clear and direct. She'll do what Rey says for now. It's much easier just to do that. Maketh knows she won't hurt anyone that way. Rey won't let her.]
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[She's quiet up until the very moment they reach the spire, where Rey opens the door and ascends the stairwell. The higher up they go, the better.] Almost there.
[Then she stops in front of the second to the highest room. When she turns the knob, the door pushes open, revealing an empty room inside. Good.]
This should work.
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She decides not to think about that. It's an irrelevant detail.
The room is empty, stale and dark. There's dust on the floor. Maketh steps through the door, scanning the room just in case. She doesn't see any threats, then wonders vaguely if there's a couch or something she can lie down on. Part of her really wants to just sleep.] Yes, ma'am.
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[She turns on a lamp, shedding some light across the room. She takes a few steps in, doing a brief sweep to make sure there's no one else here with the same idea in mind.]
Looks to be empty. Should be safe here.
[Adjusting the rifle over her shoulder, she turns back to Maketh.] Do you want to be left alone? Can hang out outside the room.
[Stand guard for as long as she needs to. Until Maketh has this all sorted out, if possible.]
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[Part of Maketh is afraid still that she could get lost in the rage.]
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All right. Have nothing better to do, anyway.
[Also she should probably go to the bathroom and check her bandages.]
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[She nods.] All right. Just sit tight? Need to use the bathroom for a few minutes.
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[It comes out automatically, no thought involved. Maketh keeps her eyes straight ahead, back straight. Just like she'd been taught. It would've been better if she could just -- do something else. Not be this way in the first place. But this is what the Empire does best - it sees weakness and teaches you how to push it aside. She's been forgetting her training, piece by piece, and just look what's happened. Well, that's the end of this, Maketh decides. She'll be an Imperial again, take her orders and follow them strictly, and then no one else will get hurt.
For now, she'll do what Rey says. Rey is a reasonable person. The gods fucked with her head too, but she didn't hurt anyone. Therefore she's worth listening to.]
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Will be right back.
[Time to go lick her wounds.
[Rey spends more than just a few minutes in the bathroom, setting the rifle aside so she can tend to the gash under her shirt. Ripped right open again in her attempt to keep herself grounded from her emotions. It's worked for her so far.
[She cleans it out with some of the towels in the bathroom. Once she's finished, she picks the rifle back up and returns to the living area to meet with Maketh, dried up and having stopped the bleeding on her own.]
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[She shakes her head.] Nothing new.
[She'd rather have Maketh worrying more about herself.]
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You should probably get some rest. Will be here. [Not leaving the rifle out of her sight in case Maketh ends up having a moment of insanity after all.]
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[It comes out easily, automatically. But now that she has permission to do so, Maketh turns and goes to the couch. She's tired now, a bone deep kind of exhaustion, and really just wants to sleep. So she lies down, facing away from Rey, and tries to do just that.]
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[Rey scoffs. Suppose she can't be too annoyed -- she brought this on herself.
[A few seconds after Maketh lays down, Rey moves across the room and seats herself into one of the chairs. She keeps the rifle within arm's reach. Just in case.
[Sinking even deeper into the chair, her eyes fix on the door across the room. She doesn't say anything to the other woman. Instead, she watches the air in front of her, and waits.]