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Event Log: Assassin

Who: Everyone!
What: The Assassin event
Where: Throughout the city
When: April 15th-23rd
Warnings: Inevitable character death, potential horror and gore and unpleasantness. Please remember to tag for warnings in the header if it things get too bad!

The morning of April 15th in Hadriel is cheerful, with artificial light streaming through your window. Your blankets are warm, jabberjays are shrieking, and you're probably going to experience a murder attempt today.

Maybe it'll be from a stranger, maybe it'll be from a friend, but the bottom line is that everybody is after somebody and nobody is safe (...okay, twelve people are safe, but that's beside the point). Time will only tell when you'll be overcome by that murderous rage and try to kill someone else. The best thing you can probably do at this point is stay calm, keep your head high, and try not to die for the next eight days.

Helpfully, Rage will have restocked her armory for the event, for those of you have yet to arm themselves. Additionally, for a limited time only, the armory will be stocked with bear traps, tripwire (in both 'general wire' and 'barbed wire' flavor), and voice recorders. Use all of them, use none of them, just get on out there and kill each other!

Oh, and one last thing...

► This log covers April 15th-23rd.
► Feel free to make your own logs as well!
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► Did your assassin catch up to you? Please remember to hit up our death post!

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Rrright. That's normal. This is totally normal. There is nothing off at all about this entire situation. But whatever, it isn't like Rey cares. All she wants is for the stinging to stop and perhaps get this damned ringing out of her head.

She's already on her way to the couch before Carlisle even says anything, almost reeling sideways when she does but fights to sit upright. Can't just pass out in front of a total stranger. Who knows if she can even trust him to heal her?

Rey shrugs at his initial assessment just then. For someone who's used to taking damage, the injuries she has now are nothing. Still, it would be nice not to have to deal with it.

Much to Carlisle's fortune, she is too out of it to bother questioning his demeanor. But he does catch her off guard at that last question.

"What do you mean? Are you a doctor or not?"

"I'm—" He cuts himself off with a frustrated sigh, one that accompanies a wounded look. "You don't remember me, either."

Firo hadn't, after all. Why would she? Of course, he only knew Firo in passing, had only spoken to him a handful of times; he'd talked to Rey far more, had casual discussions about her pyromancy by the acidic waterfall and considered the possibilities of mastering what skills the ship had granted them -- skills that had seemingly disappeared since his arrival in this strange, new world. Perhaps it hurt more with her because she knew a little more about him. They weren't friends -- more like people with a common interest, but that was often more than he got with most people.

With his being brought to Hadriel, all of that has been stripped away, leaving him surrounded by people he wants to help, but now has to justify why. He's stricken with guilt and a desire to make right what he did, but for all they know, he never wronged them in the first place.

He never did favor the spotlight his uncles and father got from their work, but to be forgotten entirely is a wound he doesn't know how to heal. While a less religious man might just say that absolved him of the responsibility, Carlisle can't do that. The sin might exist only in his memory now... but it still exists, still plagues his soul.

He scowls, his fingers curling against his palms as his eyes hit the floor. His hand strays to the holy symbol hanging from his neck, the talisman visible without his tabard to hide it. "Fine," he utters under his breath. "I see how those false gods would have it."

And then he brings his gaze back to her, ire fueling him far more than piety. "I'm a healer, magical. I'll have to put my hands on you to heal you, if that's all right, but I can do it."

Memory is an important thing to Rey. For one thing, she isn't supposed to forget things. She's not built that way anymore. All the memories that had been taken from her have been restored.

So when Carlisle implies that that may have been tampered with, it would be cause for some concern. It isn't the first time she's had someone recognize her and she have no memory of them. But that's not how it's supposed to be anymore.

Perhaps he just knows her some other way?

As it is, Rey lacks the feeling to care about whether or not there is has been a glitch in her system. She already knows that there's something wrong with her head, and it has nothing to do with whether or not she remembers this man. There is a startling absence of fear or alarm; she's locked that ability away and, the more she considers it, the less worried she is capable of. She doesn't have to fret about being hurt in the same way that other people hurt. She doesn't have to deal with the agonies of human emotion.

The more she thinks about it, the more she comes to realize that it's so much better this way.

As Carlisle speaks, Rey finds herself more adverse to the idea that he has to touch her than the fact that she can't remember who he is.

The corner of her lip twitches. She brings a hand up to the bloody scratch in her forehead. "If that is what you have to do, then do it."

He has her reluctant permission.

Carlisle nods, swallowing down his vexation, sending it to boil in his gut rather than cloud his head. He can mull over his ineptitude later. There's work to be done.

"Good," he says, sensing she's not all that keen on being touched. He can relate to that better than most. "I'll make this as quick and as painless as possible." Quick he can definitely do; painless is another subject, but he gets the feeling that after being shot in the head, a little bit of burning as energy surges through her will be trifling to Rey at the absolute worst.

He places his bared hands at her temples and starts channeling, trying to focus on his magic rather than his doubts; they soon consume him anyway. If she knew him, he ponders, surely she'd have said something? She'd have had recognition cross her, a word of relief to see someone of his trade when she was so wounded -- yet, she'd asked if he was a doctor. The Rey he knows knew better.

His fingers curl again, this time against her skin as he screws his eyes shut tighter. This is a punishment, isn't it? These false gods can't possibly know what would torture him the most, could they? They could so easily prey upon his fears -- he had lots of them, so it wasn't that difficult -- but to reinforce his guilt so thoroughly, so... specifically? It was as if they could read his mind, look into his heart and see what it was that would torment him most of all.

Behind his lips, Carlisle's teeth grind together as he forces out more energy, channelling far more than is probably required to heal Rey's injuries, but too distracted by his own distress to notice. He used his curse against others -- he is a miserable failure as a cleric. He has to atone for his sins, but he's been forgotten by those he owes reparations. No one would consider someone so inadequate to be a proper heir to the Longinmouths. His lineage might as well have died with his uncles.

The tension in his muscles has mounted in his arms and shoulders; his face holds an expression of pure, unbridled loathing before he finally feels something, something that draws him from his inward revulsion to the world around him. He releases her and steps back, coughing heavily as ink comes up through his teeth from his gut, the boiling there too hot to contain it.

He utters a reflexive apology as he wipes his mouth on the bandages that now cover his right arm. "Sorry, ah. Sorry. That's better, isn't it?" He asks that flatly without so much as a glance at Rey, his mind still wrapped up in the poor control he has over his own emotions. If he's going to be trapped in a city where a set of false deities feed on such things, he's going to have to learn to manage them better -- not just his fear, but all the others, too.

Pain happens to be the least of Rey's troubles. Her head already stings like a bitch and the blood streaming down her closed eye is pretty annoying. What's a little more going to bother her? She feels that hint of burning and it doesn't even register that it's coming from Carlisle -- it could also be her.

Either way, she is a compliant and quiet 'patient'. Suddenly the whole implications that this man knows more about her than she knows him is just an echo in the back of her mind, as the relief from the pain fades away. Sure, it wasn't a crippling injury by any means, but it'll be much easier to walk around without a hole in her head. (It'd probably raise less worries from certain nagging people that are in her life here, too.)

"Why are you apologizing?" Rey asks once it's all done and over with, touching her bloody forehead where the wounds have closed up. He seems to be the one evidently puking black bile now. "Are you okay?"

Her tones lack any hint of humanity that would normally accompany those words. She is mostly just pointing out a simple fact that is right in front of her.

Another nod, another apology. "Fine. Sorry, I- I'm fine." His eyes finally flick to her, specifically to her wounds: they're closed up now, the only evidence they'd ever existed being the blood still clinging to her skin. She is a pyromancer of some sort, he reminds himself -- she might not have even noticed the fact he'd pushed more energy into her than was necessary. While the sensation could be as unpleasant as the initial injury for someone with no magical abilities at all, she was likely tempered toward such events.

Still, he needs to get a handle on it, lest he accidentally hurt someone while trying to help them. Magical surges are not to be toyed with; he's a trained healer for a reason, not some magician who felt he could take on the world with no formal education.

That thought has to wait -- he holds up a hand and makes for the sink, spitting out more ink as it comes up. He answers her before she can question it again: "Still perfectly fine, Miss Prochainezo. This happens. How are you feeling over there? Better? Less, er..." He stifles a cough before spitting out the last bit of bile. "Less injured, right?"

The pain is gone, so that's good. Rey can take care of the blood herself, and with her injuries healed she can at least rely on her own abilities to get up and wash off the blood once Carlisle is done spitting into the sink.

She touches her head, feeling the opening where the bullet had nicked her skull now closed as though it never existed. Her eye squints through the bloody flow over the side of her face, but is otherwise functional.

"Yes, am fi--" She stops and snaps her head towards him. "Wait. What did you say just now?"

Did he call her 'Prochainezo'? But that's Firo's name, not hers. What gives and who the hell is this guy?

Setting aside his glasses, Carlisle is grateful that the faucet comes on when he turns the handle -- such commodities he missed in the jungle -- and he takes takes the opportunity to stick his head under it and wash his mouth out, freeing him from that sickening taste of the ink that seems to cling to every crevice in his teeth. He emerges from the sink, wiping his face with his glove and replacing his glasses, just in time to hear Rey's question.

"Oh. Ah, oh!" That'd be him remembering that she probably has no clue who he is, if his earlier assessment was right. "Right. It's a long and complicated story, but the short version is that we used to know each other in some other world that clearly isn't this one, but wasn't where we originally came from, either. And we weren't friends, but we did know one another and you'd have known I wasn't a doctor right away if you did remember, which I assume you don't, but hello, my name is Carlisle Longinmouth and you're Rey Prochainezo and now that introductions are over, we can perhaps go back to being acquaintances of some sort because I am glad to see you, admittedly, although I'd have preferred it if you'd been in one piece or had less holes in you, but there're apparently killers on the—

"Wait!" He interrupts his verbal torrent suddenly. "Wait wait wait, that's right! Did that shirtless guy do this to you?"

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As Carlisle speaks, Rey's brow couldn't possibly go any higher that it almost disappeared behind her still-growing bangs. A piece of her is actually grateful that she's numbed to all of this right now, otherwise the man would be receiving a much different response.

"Yes, but that doesn't matter. What the hell is all about this some other world?" Considering what had happened to most of the city's populace as of late, she couldn't care less about what that 'shitless man' had done to her. It's over and she's still alive. She doesn't have the effort to feel enraged by any of it, or feel anything about it at all.

And seriously, you don't go into those details and then try to change the subject. That shit is more important.

Now that she's been relieved of the pain and injuries she had sustained, she pushes herself onto her feet and turns to Carlisle. She looks him up and down, studying him and mulling over his story. He knows her first name, but there is still something definitely weird here. Weirder than being told that there is apparently another version of herself in some other world that this man is acquainted with.

"Have never gone by that family name before." She folds her arms, leaning her weight to one side. "Are you sure you've got the right person?"

Because she knows Firo and he's all right (at least, she assumes that it's Firo. It's not exactly a common name). He isn't a bad guy. But are they close enough that she would take on his name?

Yup, that's the strangeness she's focusing on here.

Carlisle looks incredulous, though it's less from the fact she doesn't remember him either and more because of what she's choosing to focus on out of all that he said.

"Well, you told me you weren't married to Mr. Prochainezo -- that's important -- so I assumed you were siblings. And aside from that, you're not exactly easy to mix up with someone else, now are you? What with the pyromancy and the scars everywhere and the fact I don't think I've seen you yet in a shirt with sleeves."

And he hardly even takes a breath before continuing. "You know, I don't think you seem to understand what's important right now, which is that there's a criminal out there we can identify and take to the police. Get him off the streets for the time being, and maybe find him something to wear so he's not completely indecent."

Good to know that they aren't married in some alternate universe or anything. That would make certain things about Rey's personal life... awkward.

"First of all, we're not related. At least... not here." Who knows? Perhaps things are different for the other Rey from some bizarro alternate universe? She hasn't known Firo for very long here, but she just can't see herself having any of it. "Secondly--"

She raises a finger, opens her mouth. But he's right -- the fact that she's so distinguishable from most people makes her stick out like a sore thumb in some people's memories. Not to mention he even knows about her Brísingamen (suppose it's close enough to pyromancy -- Rey can figure that much out on her own) and her chronic aversion to sleeves.

Eventually, she lowers her hand, closes her mouth, and then shrugs. "...Fair point. Don't know how you know all of that, but -- fair point."

All of this shit is the complete opposite of normal.

"Lastly, you should know by now that there are no police here to send him to. Even if there were, people are not in their right minds to know any better. Can assure you that he is hardly the first and last person to attempt murder on someone this week."

As for the indecency, well... Like she cares. Rey is having a hard time caring about much of anything right now, let alone some weirdo's choice in attire.

Of course he's right about the fact that she and sleeves are never seen in each other's company; however, while he's not right about her relation to Firo (not a problem, as calling her 'Rey' is far less of a mouthful than 'Miss Prochainezo' anyway), that's not the part that has him cringing.

"So the streets are brimming with murderers and there's no one doing a thing about it," he cuts back. "Fantastic. And here I thought for a minute that this place might be an improvement over the jungle. Are you as worked up about this as I am? Because you don't even seem the least bit perturbed about the fact a man just shot a few holes in you."

He's apparently noticed along the way how distinctly flat her tone sounds, and while he knows he's easily riled by comparison, he thinks it odd that Rey doesn't seem the least bit concerned about what just happened to her.

That's right. Her name alone sounds a lot less like a sneeze.

...And there he goes again on another tangent. At the end of it all, Rey just shrugs.

"Wouldn't necessarily say no one's doing anything. Am pretty sure there are some people trying to help each other not get killed out there. As for being shot..." She waves a dismissive hand. "It happens. Nothing to get worked up about, really."

Well, it isn't when you're Rey. Like she cares.

"N- nothing to get worked up about!?" Carlisle comes out from around the sink, the front of his jacket drenched, darkening it to almost the same hue as the blood stain he has yet to get out of the sleeve.

"You could have died!" he states, waving his hand for emphasis. "You could have been killed! Why am I the only one who seems to get worked up over this? Algidus and you and everyone else seems fine and dandy with what might be waiting them after death, while I'm here trying to keep people alive as you all go about your business of nearly dying all the time!"

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Probably, Carlisle, because you care more about staying alive than some people do. People like Rey, for instance, who has had too many grazes with death to even be phased by one more close shave with it. Her habits wouldn't have changed even if there wasn't the factor that one apparently doesn't stay dead in this place.

All of this would also require having the heart in her to give a damn. As it is, all her damns have been defenestration. Gone. Goodbye.

"Didn't die, though. Have too hard of a head to be killed by that bullet."

Not that it isn't possible. But usually it helps with the right gun and distance to shoot her at point blank. That rifle didn't even hit its target straight on. She got lucky, and that's a rarity. Rejoice.

He sighs, wondering if this lackadaisical mindset toward death is more common than he'd thought. While he's aware that not everyone is as terrified of their end as he is, Carlisle can't help but wonder why it is that so many seem to throw caution to the wind in their everyday lives. His father had been so foolhardy, and look what happened to him.

"Right, so a bullet won't kill you, but something else will." Carlisle scratches at the bandages covering his right arm, his nerves wound another turn as he is reminded of his own near-death experience only a week or so prior. He pulls at his gloves, covering his hands once more. "Tell me, are there other healers here? People who can help should you find something that can pose a threat to you?"

Rey has died plenty of times to know what death is like for her -- a whole lot of nothing. It isn't that she's fearless in the face of death, though.

"Am hard to kill. Never claimed to be indomitable."

As for other healers...

"There is a doctor. Don't know anyone that can heal. Not like you can." Which, admittedly, is impressive even by Rey's standards. Her father's blood had healing properties to it due to cellular regeneration, but nothing like... magic.

Carlisle's eyes go from his arm to Rey, surprise knitting in his brow. "Really." He's considered a skilled healer in his world -- it's perhaps his curse that made him that way, though it has brought him enough misfortune that he'd readily trade it to be rid of his condition. However, while talented in the healing arts, he is far from the only healer. Even aboard the Tranquility, there were other magical healers, ones who could soothe wounds without spitting up black bile. To find he might be the only one in the city is intimidating... and a little exciting, as it means he can immediately make himself useful. And he does desperately want that.

"I... suppose, in good news, that means I have a job to do. Something to occupy my time."

Always look on the bright side, Carlisle. Just don't go hitting up Rey to do so.

"Don't quote that; could be wrong. But if there are other healers in the city, none of them have really been open about it."

Which would be weird, because a power like that is definitely something that would benefit people in this city, especially with everything they get themselves into. Rey herself being no exception.

"I suppose I shall endeavor to find out," he says quietly as he goes back to picking at the bandage again. Though he healed the wounds from the injury that left his arm in pieces, the energy and focus required to do it left him sore for days. Mending himself to such a degree had been a frightening challenge. Other skilled healers would mean he has someone else to handle him, should he find himself in danger again.

But then, their presence would mean he is less of a use to others. If he has no purpose, why would they bother keeping him around? Would they have any reason to stop monsters from tearing into him? He's learned well enough -- in Hadriel, in the jungle, on the Tranquility, and back home -- that defending himself is a piteous option, at best. There's no side that doesn't have an unfortunate consequence.

"Good luck with that, then."

Now that the head trauma has become significantly less traumatizing, Rey straightens herself onto her own feet. Thanks to Carlisle's healing, her balance has returned, and she suddenly feels more stable than even before that.

Part of her knows that she should stick around, because she has questions. About this man who seems to think he knows her, and quite possibly does. As it is, her resounding apathy leads her into the Department of Not Giving A Damn About It.

"Anyway, thanks for the help." I guess, is what her tone almost says. "Should probably go, though."

She'd rather some alone time right now. Clean the blood off her face -- in the comforts of her own home.

As she gets to her feet and prepares to leave, Carlisle can't help but protest.

"But- wait! I still have a lot I want to ask! And talk about! And I owe you amends! And what if that lunatic is still out there? What if he puts another hole in your head the second you walk out the door?"

From Rey's perspective, the person Carlisle is trying to make amends to isn't even her. Has nothing to do with her at all. She clearly isn't the same person he knows; not exactly. If anything, she now owes him for the healing.

Rather than voicing this fact, she just huffs. "Am not in the mood to talk right now." And she rolls her eyes when Carlisle mentions the 'lunatic'. "If he's out there, will deal with him."

"But- but..." Carlisle finally gives up, knowing good and well that even if he wanted to stop her, he logically couldn't. What was he going to do against a pyromancer with a death wish?

He sighs, frustrated. "Fine. But don't die out there, all right? Because I'm fairly certain that if you got shot again and I went out there to help you, I wouldn't survive being shot in the head. Not everyone is as sturdy as you."

If Carlisle had decided to get in her way, she likely could've just picked him up, placed him elsewhere, and be on her merry way to wherever. Probably home/that place with walls and doors she's been staying at these last few months.

And what a sight that would have been.

"Noted."

She nods once, as she moves to head out the door before Carlisle could change his mind about not causing a fuss about her leaving.

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