Harlan Halliday (
ghostlocked) wrote in
hadriel_logs2018-09-03 02:51 am
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Who: Harlan Halliday, Newt Geiszler, and whoever else
What: Catch-all log for post-Deserted reunions/September
Where: All around town
When: In the days following the Deserted event/whenever in September
Warnings: Probably some mentions of suicide/self harm in some threads. I'll cw tags accordingly.
I'll be doing closed starters for some folks I've plotted with ahead of time, but if anyone wants to hit up Harlan or Newt (either to check up on them after Deserted or just in general), go for it! I've put up individual headers for them.
What: Catch-all log for post-Deserted reunions/September
Where: All around town
When: In the days following the Deserted event/whenever in September
Warnings: Probably some mentions of suicide/self harm in some threads. I'll cw tags accordingly.
I'll be doing closed starters for some folks I've plotted with ahead of time, but if anyone wants to hit up Harlan or Newt (either to check up on them after Deserted or just in general), go for it! I've put up individual headers for them.

HARLAN
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ur back right? u ok?
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i'm back
where are you? are you safe?
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im scared hes not back but hes probably back. everyone else is back.
yeah im safe. im ok.
mostly.
wtf was that?
i was with wash.
[He's also reeling, and is thus all over the place.]
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i woke up and he was just there
i don't know what the fuck that was
an event?
but the gods weren't even around so wtf do they get out of it?
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closed to hayden
John Frusciante zooms out of his arms and across the room to scratch on her favorite terrible chair, and Harlan beelines for Hayden's room.]
Hayden? You home?
[Please let him be home.]
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Wah!
[It starts off as a cry that's meant to be some kind of indication that he's happy to see him, probably, but then it just turns into sobbing, so. Failed steps 1-3.]
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Harlan crouches down, and then quickly realizes this is going to require the big guns, so he sits instead.]
Hey, come here. Everything's okay now.
[He's had quite an emotional day already though, so he gets it. He rubs Hayden's shoulder with one hand, coaxing him to peel himself off of the floor.]
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Why do they keep making you leave?
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closed to michael; cw drug use, suicide
Unfortunately, the side effect of smoking is that he wakes up a few hours later, sober but out of it, like his head's been packed with gauze. It's not too difficult to fall back asleep in that state. He's hardly capable of doing much with his mind that foggy, so staying in bed is about his only option.
When he wakes up this time, though, he can feel the weight of someone next to him. What? He rolls over, half-expecting Faith to have followed him home and crawled into bed with him because, out of his three companions, she's the only one that seems bonkers enough to do such a thing, but—]
Michael?
[It's dark, but it's not the first time Harlan has woken up in a dark room with Michael next to him. Harlan just knows it's him.
Holy shit. It was an event.
Michael is starting to stir, so Harlan wraps an arm around his middle and presses his forehead against the nape of Michael's neck. It was an event. He squeezes, curling his body against Michael's desperately, like he might vanish again if Harlan doesn't hold on tightly enough. It was an event. It was an event.]
wow i don't have an appropriate icon for this
Or maybe it's Pratt, or one of the other unlucky stragglers. Maybe it's whatever terrible thing seemed ready to descend at any moment. It can't be real, can it?
Michael's hand goes to the arm around his waist, his other for the head pressed against his neck. And it's Harlan's arm, it's Harlan's hair. It's like he never went missing in the first place. So wait, which part was fake? The part where he vanished, or this?
Michael's thoughts are temporarily interrupted by screeching as the Visitor abruptly picks up on its target again. And, well, that seals it. It's real. It's real.]
Harlan? Oh my god.
[He tries to turn and face him, which, given that Harlan is suction-cupped to his back, causes kind of an awkward twisting position where neither of them are quite getting what they want. But that doesn't matter. Michael's just desperate to touch as much of him as possible.]
mood
Harlan thought he would be crying by now. He cries at everything. The fucking Star Trek theme makes him tear up some nights. Why isn't he crying? Why doesn't he feel anything?
His middle may as well be a black hole. There's something hovering around the edges, a faint glimmer of relief and love and it was an event, but it's all vastly eclipsed by the horror that it almost wasn't. This was too close. Harlan was so sure he'd hit the end of things and now he hasn't and he could not be more thankful, but he hasn't figured out how to process the transition just yet.
The crying will come. He'll break down soon, maybe in a few minutes or maybe in a few days, and he'll stay broken for a while. That's predictable. That's preferable. He knows how to put himself back together afterward. Mostly.
Until then, he's stuck in the heavy dread that comes with a near miss. There is a world out there where some version of him woke up this morning and found the same empty bed he's been finding for too many mornings already and will continue to find for all foreseeable mornings. There are a lot of worlds where that is the reality. Somehow, he's ended up in this one, where Michael is back oh my god he's back but christ that was close. That was too close.]
Where were you?
[It comes out flat and hoarse.]
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cw suicide
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cw more suicide
NEWT
closed to hayden
Newt would super love his salamander back, though. Semiyon had Beep Beep, so she's back in her cage, safe and sound, but Chimney is nowhere to be found... And Newt has a suspicion as to his whereabouts. Problem is, finding Hayden requires monster hunting skills way beyond his ability. Here's hoping he'll answer his phone.]
Hey, kid! It's Newt. Did you take my—uh, Chimney? Do you know where he's at?
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I have the package!
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Wait, really?
[He... somehow didn't expect it to be this easy, but he's glad that it is.
...Well.]
You're talking about the salamander, right?
[JUST CHECKING.]
Where are you?
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closed to semiyon
When he walks in, it's pretty clear that he's not expecting anyone, least of all Semiyon, to be there. He's wearing a ratty t-shirt that he's definitely been wearing for days, and he's let his hygiene fall to the wayside. Hope you like some intense stubble, Semiyon.
He shrieks when he finds Semiyon going about his business in the kitchen, and then stops short like he's just been caught sneaking out of his room after bedtime.]
Oh, uh... You're back, huh?
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He raises a single brow, shooting an intrigued look Newt's way as he leans back against the counter]
I see you've enjoyed my absence.
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[He looks down at himself, like he's noticing for the first time just what a hot mess he is. Oops.]
I mean, not really? That was scary as hell, dude. I got stuck with a couple weirdos I'd never met before. From the guard, I think.
[Sorry, Cecily and Kain. Newt thinks most people are weirdos, to be fair.]
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50 points to mippindor for icon accuracy
and a scar on his head. Nice.
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in the lab;
What'cha doing?
[ from right over his shoulder.
Actually, he just wasn't paying attention and she's enough of a little shit that she couldn't resist the opportunity to try and spook him. It's been a few months too so, like. Sue her. Maybe she actually missed him. He might not be her Newt but he's a Newt and he definitely livens things up a little. ]
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He doesn't have earbuds here, so Rosie's sudden voice puncturing the quiet lab right next to his ear... He yelps, jumping so hard that he nearly falls out of his chair.]
Oh my god! Don't scare me like that! Jeez!
[He yanks off his glasses and starts to clean them on his shirt, like a cat aggressively grooming itself in embarrassment after it biffs a jump. Oh, shoot, his hands are all covered in old blood and he forgot... Eugh. He yanks a towel off of the table and uses that to clean himself up.]
I could've been holding a scalpel, you know. You could've made me ruin this specimen.
[He's being a sassafras, but that's largely the adrenaline talking. He's not that mad.
Now that Rosie is able to get a closer look at what Newt's working on, she'll see that he has a songbird delicately cut open on his desk. It's a jabberjay, and he seems to be digging around in its neck. There's a haphazard stack of notes piled next to it. He's been drawing anatomical diagrams as he goes.
There's a big scribble across the top page—a byproduct of her spooking him.]
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Sorry, dude, [ she says, about the specimen. She really wouldn't have wanted him to ruin it even if she isn't actually that sorry. The blond inspects the bird now. The diagrams. It brings back memories of House 1, watching Newt work his manic magic when he couldn't sleep.
If it wasn't the quiet hours of the early morning, it was when things were actually good. They sang Passenger songs at the top of their lungs and roped Jesse or Hiruma into it. She misses those days. She misses them. ]
Still hard at work as ever, huh? What're you tearing this little guy apart for. Just to figure it out?
[ She's interested in The Science even if it isn't her strong suit. ]
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A few days post reunion / LAB
But he's bored and feels like entertaining himself with a visit to his housemate, so he turns up, sticking out like a sore thumb in his tailored overcoat and collared shirt, and even moreso for the fact that he's carrying a large bucket on his arm far too casually as though it is a normal thing for elderly, well-dressed men to do.]
So. [He saunters up beside Newt when he spots him working] This is where you work.
[And yes. Beep-beep is chillin in the bucket]
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So color Newt incredibly surprised when Semiyon is suddenly standing next to his desk, bucket in tow.]
Oh, uh, hey. Yeah. This is where I work.
[He reclines in his chair to spread out his arms like the sight before Semiyon is impressive. It's not. It looks about the same as Newt's side of the dining room table (and then some) at home, all piled with various notes and sketches and small cage prototype parts. If Semiyon was wondering where the house's collection of coffee mugs has been slowly escaping to, he has found their migratory home on Newt's desk.]
What's in the bucket? You bring me lunch or something?
[He could eat. He sits up to peer into the—oh my god.]
What are you doing! Why'd you bring Be—why is the salamander here?
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I am taking her for a walk around.
[How is this not obvious?]
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