[He doesn't react to her snarls, even though he feels as though he's betrayed her somehow. He hasn't really, he just tried to present the good side of him, the side that was still Deputy Pratt, and ignore the larger part of him that's been so battered down he almost believes the cult's teachings. The part that thinks that Jacob is right. About everything.]
There's no such thing as honor, not the way you think of it. Sometimes survival isn't honorable. Sometimes it's not...
[He sighs, running his thumb along the edge of his knife.]
It's not anything like you imagine. What you think you'd do in a situation is a hell of a lot different when you're actually there. When you're actually being tortured. Dying.
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[He doesn't react to her snarls, even though he feels as though he's betrayed her somehow. He hasn't really, he just tried to present the good side of him, the side that was still Deputy Pratt, and ignore the larger part of him that's been so battered down he almost believes the cult's teachings. The part that thinks that Jacob is right. About everything.]
There's no such thing as honor, not the way you think of it. Sometimes survival isn't honorable. Sometimes it's not...
[He sighs, running his thumb along the edge of his knife.]
It's not anything like you imagine. What you think you'd do in a situation is a hell of a lot different when you're actually there. When you're actually being tortured. Dying.
When the decisions aren't yours to make anymore.