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【Rey】 ([personal profile] circumitus) wrote in [community profile] hadriel_logs2019-02-22 10:31 pm

they pray for oil and not for love [CLOSED]

Who: Rey, Finn, Poe Dameron, and (later on) Nick Valentine.
What: After discovering some abandoned structures, Rey returns with backup to explore some dangerous ruins and technology.
Where: Command Center near a frozen cliffside out in the tundra.
When: February 17th thru early-March.
Warnings: Rage against the Null-machine and swearing, most definitely.



Love's influence was obvious the second Rey saw Laura with her name on an arm. That alone was incentive enough for her to find the quickest excuse to abscond the city despite having only briefly returned.

Fortunately she had a purpose. The structures she had scouted during her lonely trek had been curious, for sure, but without any clear knowledge of what to expect and no one to watch her back, Rey was at least more prudent than to hazard into the unknown by her lonesome. After all, the last time she had ventured into a seemingly abandoned base which housed a powerful supercomputer, she had been a woman named Safronov at the time. Her mission at the Grigoryevich Underground Command Center was to dispatch the GRIGORI program's backups at a terminal, only to turn out to be within the entire subterranean base... Though she hadn't yet become the 'Rey' that she is now, those memories of falling prey to the GRIGORI's traps is all too personal and real to just ignore.

At times, she can still feel the phantom bullet from her own gun inside her brain. It comes and goes but is always there as a grim reminder of her blunder upon underestimating a synthetic's ability to adapt.

Much to Rey's fortune, it didn't take long for her to find someone just as willing to leave in a timely manner as she was. After a while, the Love-inscribed name on her arm began to fade, and beyond a day's walk it was gone entirely, free of the desire to seek that person out in lieu of her need to check out the ruins she had recently discovered.

And that is a relief...

bythehand: (Default)

ota to all........ 2 of u

[personal profile] bythehand 2019-02-24 05:21 am (UTC)(link)
[ Like everyone else in this little party, Finn is as eager to get out of the city and actually do something as he possibly can be. There's no better way to avoid thinking about whatever he's avoiding thinking about right now than shipping out to do some legitimate work.

Add it to the growing list of things he misses about Riverview: how easy it was to find something else to focus on within ten minutes. No point fixating on that, though.

So Finn is, broadly speaking, here! Helping out with anything that he can contribute to, more than happy to keep an extra pair of eyes on the horizon.

Talking to Poe and hanging around him in general are a given; it would take a lot to leave him inclined to do otherwise, even right now. But as someone who tends to like people more than he doesn't and who puts a lot of value on teamwork and unit cohesion, Finn makes sure to go out of his way to nail down some one on one conversational time with Rey. When he can. All the better to try to get a better read on her.

He's got a good feeling about her, but feelings only go so far without doing the followup. Finn's likely as anything to just take a seat nearby and offer a short greeting. Test the waters, as it were. Very cool-like. ]
bythehand: (I HAVE A VALID ARGUMENT)

[personal profile] bythehand 2019-03-16 08:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Ask a valid question, get a straightforward answer. That's Finn's motto. It's not really his motto. Just sort of something that he does most of the time.

The sounds of heavy footfalls are hard to miss, especially in a place they've thus far been checking out very quietly. Not ideal. Finn can't say he's very surprised to hear it coming, though. That's about in line with his and Poe's usual luck. He doesn't really know about Rey's.

"I've heard more than nothing, less than I probably should. If you've got some tips, I'll take them."

Otherwise he went to the armory for nothing, and Jyn would probably laugh at him if she saw him completely fail to be effective with an axe or whatever.
bythehand: (but what about rey)

[personal profile] bythehand 2019-03-16 08:37 pm (UTC)(link)
The Null suck, exhibit one billion. Finn didn't need extra reasons to dislike them after what he's heard, but you can never really have too many.

He's crouched by one of the guardians when she speaks, casing it for any kind of detail that might be useful to know later on. Looks up to follow her eye line to the buildings.

"I'd feel better if we stuck together. The closer we are to each other, the closer we are to backup if we need it. Doesn't hurt to play it safe."
synthedick: (♣ trapped for days)

[personal profile] synthedick 2019-02-25 11:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Inhuman as those footsteps may be, with the weight on them from a mechanical frame rather than a figure of flesh and bone, the synth they belong to is more man than machine. If he ever needed a reminder of that, he certainly got one with the so-called "exchange." That's part of the reason he's all the way out here, looking for Rey. He knew she'd be gone for some time, but it's been weeks since she left the city. She needs to be filled in on what happened, warned about what might be coming. She needs to hear about the experimental lab, about what happened to Delight. She needs to know.

The other reason for his own trek to the bunker is that Nick needs her. He needs his family, needs someone who knows where he's been, what he's suffered through, and understands exactly why it is all of this is affecting him so strongly. It's not just about being more like the Null in terms of construction than a real person; it's not just his memories, his body, and the shady circumstances of how he came to be. It's not about what he's done within the city, dealing with both gods and citizens to help maintain what little peace they have. What the Null have done -- both in the past and painfully close to the present -- hits Nick square in the chest, too close to his heart for comfort. Try as he might to swallow it down, it keeps coming back to the forefront of his mind, clouding his judgment.

As much as he might like the dramatic entrance from a shadowy doorway favored by many detectives, he knows better than to do that, especially here and now. "It's me," Nick calls from the corridor as he makes it to the doorway, stepping into the light. With his battered frame and torn skin, Nick always looks worse for wear, but there's a tiredness in his glowing eyes, a heft to his shoulders that says he's not here for a casual visit.
synthedick: (♣ road to freedom)

[personal profile] synthedick 2019-02-27 01:10 am (UTC)(link)
Nick opens his mouth to respond as Rey slides into the chair, but nothing comes, whatever he'd wanted to say pushed aside as he lays eyes on her. As independent as they may be, he's missed having her around the house, greeting her when she comes home, telling her to stay warm not because he thinks it something she actively has to do, but as his way of saying he cares. With the revelation of the Null lab and the realization the trade was likely a trap, he's had a lot on his mind, and with her so far beyond the city's reach, there's been hardly a way to get a hold of her. He's told others, discussed and debated and tried to get his thoughts on paper, but the comfort of having someone he can fully trust -- family -- there for his is one he didn't realize he so sorely needed.

But he did, and here she is; however, he can't find the words, and ends up standing there in the doorway for several seconds, numb as the weight of all that has happened comes down upon him. He'd bickered with DiMA at Fear's temple, tried to convince him to stay because he didn't want to lose his brother if it all went wrong; he went to the trade despite the obvious danger because he didn't want to lose the city, or the gods who were their best bet at survival. He had to put himself at risk so someone else wouldn't be.

It was when they were being transported away, as Delight was obliterated before them, that he'd come face-to-face with the fact that he might never see Rey again -- a thought that had definitely crossed his mind, but one that he'd tried to bury out of necessity. He'd known the danger, had come to terms with what should be a finite existence long ago. Someone synthetic needed to go, and better him than Hadriel's other choices.

But that was before he had a family, one he'd do anything for. He had promised her he'd take care of himself, that he'd stay alive for her sake just as she would for his. They trusted each other to take care of themselves so that they could take care of each other. How would Rey have felt to return home, only to find out he went on this exchange and didn't come back? What would she have thought when she learned Nick knew about the lab, and about the likelihood of it being an ambush, but went anyway?

His heart feels heavier than it has in some time, his fingers curling against his palms, the metal of the bare one scraping against itself as it tightens. He starts with the easiest news.

"Delight is dead."
Edited 2019-02-27 01:10 (UTC)
synthedick: (♠ hull breach)

[personal profile] synthedick 2019-03-06 08:30 am (UTC)(link)
Rey's apathy is met with an appalled glare from Nick, his own muscles wound so tightly that they feel as though they'll snap at any minute. He reels his reaction in as she lets out an embittered laugh, wondering if her own suggestion was what had gotten Delight killed.

"It was a trap, Rey," he utters, his eyes lodging themselves on the floor so they don't burn a hole through her. He remains affixed to his spot halfway through the room, as though afraid even getting near her would break him. "Or maybe it wasn't until Delight launched herself at them. Hell if I know. Hell if I know anything except that we almost didn't make it back. We probably weren't supposed to make it back at all. Not me, not DiMA, not anyone."
synthedick: (♦ high ground)

[personal profile] synthedick 2019-03-08 10:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Nick stiffens, his eyes snapping back to Rey, a flare of electricity intensifying their yellow glow in the darkness around him. They illuminate the creases of his face: there is anger etched there, defiance in the curl of his brow.

"I didn't ask DiMA to come," he cuts back, "but someone synthetic needed to go. What were we supposed to do, leave Tranquility with them?"
synthedick: (♦ the heretic)

[personal profile] synthedick 2019-03-16 07:15 am (UTC)(link)
"I was ready for a fight," Nick grumbles, "and couldn't talk him out of it no matter how much I tried."

And he certainly did try. If there's a thread of family resemblance between them, it doesn't stop at their stubbornness when it comes to protecting others. He tries to hold his temper as he continues.

"Last time, they had some kind of machine that could cripple real people. I wasn't about to take the chance they'd use that again, so I offered to go. What did you expect me to do?"