[Something inside Adam relaxes a little when he feels Ronan's arm around his waist, his head resting against Adam's shoulder. He knows they're both usually the type to work their grief and anger out alone, but he'd tried to be there for Ronan and home - and now, here, he remembers all the other things they've been through. All the ways they've been there for each other, or not.
He doesn't want Ronan to be alone. He doesn't want to be alone.
He holds Ronan close, feeling the warm weight of his body and the soft brush of his breath. Adam deliberately tries not to think of anything, tries to push everything that's happened away. He wants to just exist in this moment with Ronan. Give him a tiny bit of peace, though they both know it's not enough.
Adam is exhausted. He's always been able to sleep pretty much anywhere, and this is no different. Ronan will wake him if he needs him - he hopes - so that's okay. He lets his eyes slide shut, lets his breathing even out. He doesn't let go of Ronan, even while he slips into an uneasy sleep.]
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He doesn't want Ronan to be alone. He doesn't want to be alone.
He holds Ronan close, feeling the warm weight of his body and the soft brush of his breath. Adam deliberately tries not to think of anything, tries to push everything that's happened away. He wants to just exist in this moment with Ronan. Give him a tiny bit of peace, though they both know it's not enough.
Adam is exhausted. He's always been able to sleep pretty much anywhere, and this is no different. Ronan will wake him if he needs him - he hopes - so that's okay. He lets his eyes slide shut, lets his breathing even out. He doesn't let go of Ronan, even while he slips into an uneasy sleep.]