[ Don't be rude about his games! Look at these people, they're bonding. That's the power of happiness right there, not that Kate would know anything about it.

Except maybe she would. Maybe Kate was adjusting to the possibility that maybe - just maybe - she might have the chance to be happy too. Not that Cas would know anything about that, especially not right now, distraught as he is. ]

He hunts monsters for a living.

[ But he knows it's fear, honestly. It's just...what should he do about it? ]

Maybe he was. Maybe he was afraid, but I thought it'd make it easier, if he knew...if he knew that he wasn't going to explode, if he kissed me, the way he does in his dreams.

He wasn't supposed to hate me.