tongueamok: (➣ as far as my conviction could go)
Carlisle Longinmouth ([personal profile] tongueamok) wrote in [community profile] hadriel_logs2016-12-18 03:30 am

Dreams and Nightmares as Real as the Here and Now [closed]

Who: Glacius ([personal profile] glacius) & Carlisle Longinmouth ([personal profile] tongueamok)
What: It's about time the two (now) roommates discuss what haunts them when they're not awake.
Where: Spire 2, 401 - Glacius' apartment and kind of Carlisle's, too
When: December 17th, night
Warnings: PG-13 for disturbing imagery (probably)


When a man lived with as many fears as Carlisle, a restful night's sleep was not something so easily obtained. His dreams were usually dotted with their fair share of nightmarish imagery: the colorless, barren land his soul would be damned to upon death; a vampire ripping out his throat, only to raise him as a thrall; the Inquisitors and their masks, emotionless as ink poured from his mouth, suffocating him. This night, it had been the abominable insects that devoured his father alive -- in the dream, they emerged from the dark shadows of the room, thousands of them swarming him, crawling into his skin and beneath his nails, their spindly legs emerging from his nostrils and mouth, pushing out his eyes and—

He awoke with a jolt, brushing at his arms as he fought the sweat running down him, as well as that crawling feeling that often accompanied such bug-filled nightmares. It would pass once he caught his breath and his heart stopped pounding, the thundering so loud that it seemed to rumble through him. It wasn't until he heard that rumble again that he realized it wasn't coming from him at all, but the room adjacent to his: Glacius' room.

In the weeks that Carlisle had been staying at the alien's apartment, tending to his wounds, he'd found that Glacius made few noises in his sleep -- a chirp here, the fluttering of gills there, but not much, if any. The rumbling, almost a growling now, was certainly odd, so much so that Carlisle wondered if he was asleep at all. But if he was awake, what was he growling at? And why hadn't he called out in warning?

Too many questions, Carlisle decided, and not enough answers. The rumbling continued, heavier, and knowing he wouldn't be able to get back to sleep as long as it was going on, Carlisle pulled on his robe and slipped out of the bed. With their rooms right next to each other, it only took him a few steps to reach the door to the alien's room, but in that time, a new noise had started: a hissing. It was a distinct sound so like Algidus that Carlisle froze with his hand on the knob, tension mounting him.

What... what if Algidus was still in the city? What if he'd followed Carlisle there and kept an eye on them both, waiting for the opportune time to strike? Or what if he was waiting on the other side, holding the mangled corpse of his friend, prepared to throw it at Carlisle's feet like some grisly trophy?

The knob rattled in Carlisle's grasp as the raspy hiss arose in the silence on the other side oft he door once more, and the clergyman tried his best to keep his paranoia at bay as he held his breath and cracked open the door, praying he would only see one alien, not two.
glacius: (Gentle giant.)

[personal profile] glacius 2016-12-27 05:29 am (UTC)(link)
The consolation gets a small chirrup out of the ice alien. "I... I still don't understand how that's possible after everything, but I... I owe it to you not to question it." He doesn't want to question it any more, knowing how much better the support makes him feel, nor does he want to spurn Carlisle's efforts. "Thank you. You've been... a very good friend, always hoisting me up when I fall. I'm... I'm happy you moved in." It's been good to have someone so understanding close by.
glacius: (Fond contemplation.)

[personal profile] glacius 2016-12-27 05:40 am (UTC)(link)
Though Glacius' smile had at first been tentative, it grows a little brighter and a little more genuine when Carlisle agrees. "Even when I'm waking you up in the middle of the night like this?"

Clearly the clergyman has done a good job of cheering him up, if he's willing to joke around even a little bit!
glacius: (Hm.)

[personal profile] glacius 2016-12-27 05:51 am (UTC)(link)
"I believe that I will be," but then again, old memories could be tricky things, always sucker punching you late at night when your guard is down. The alien tilts his head. "... What abut you? If you truly were already up, well... is there anything that's bothering you?"
glacius: (Let me think on that.)

[personal profile] glacius 2016-12-27 05:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Fortunately (or perhaps unfortunately, if the clergyman doesn't like being called on his skittish behavior--the alien means well, Carlisle), living with his friend means that the alien is coming to pick up on a lot of his mannerisms. Nervous rambling is usually a tell that something is, in fact, bothering him, and he's just not sure how to talk about it. Glacius goes with his usual standby--careful prodding to see if Carlisle will open up, while trying to be respective of his boundaries.

"As always, you know you do not have to share if it makes you uncomfortable," the ice alien begins, "But... you know me. Always wanting to help if I can... and I feel guilty, knowing that there are many nights you have been up that I may have been completely unaware of it. Are there any fears I can help assuage, so that you may get the rest you both need and deserve?"
glacius: (I have a suggestion.)

[personal profile] glacius 2016-12-27 09:46 pm (UTC)(link)
"Well," here Glacius goes, trying his best, "I haven't heard of that particular species, but I've dealt with plenty of other monstrous arachnids back on earth. So you have nothing to worry about there, I wouldn't let a single one get anywhere near you."