glacius: (Cold visage.)
Glacius ([personal profile] glacius) wrote in [community profile] hadriel_logs2017-02-07 10:53 pm

Find Someone to Carry You.

Who: Glacius ([personal profile] glacius), Carlisle ([personal profile] tongueamok), Emily ([personal profile] unfollowing), and Kate ([personal profile] dedikated)
What: After his double ruined two of his gills with a dirty, thorny vine, infection begins to set in the Glacius' respiratory tract. His friends do whatever it takes to make sure he can bounce back from it, doing everything from general check-ups to combining efforts to providing him with some much-needed Healing Ice.
Where: Outside Glacius and Carlisle's apartment, the Clinic
When: Backdated to the very beginning of February.
Warnings: Gore, mentions of nasty sickly symptoms.

Not far from Guard HQ - CLOSED to Carlisle and Emily
Stay where you are, and do not die.

The first part of that demand was easily enough accomplished. The respiratory infection that had been festering in his ruined gills and lower airways had been sapping steadily at his strength all week, and now, Glacius wasn't sure if he could get up and walk more than a few steps without pitching over again. It was the second part that was beginning to feel more and more like it was going to be a challenge now, and if the ice alien wasn't feeling so foggy-headed and feverish, he might be more alarmed. In fact, without the voice of his friends over the communicator to tie him to reality, it was very hard not to begin drifting off again. He tries his best to ground himself with breathing exercises, but of course that doesn't work very well when your own respiratory system is slowly and painfully giving out on you... he tries to count the seconds, but he's tired, so tired, and his mind can't keep that up as everything starts to dim again.

In the end the sickly alien decides to try for thoughts that come more naturally, letting his mind drift over fond memories of his homeworld, and with his friends here in this cave. It means that he's skirting the edge of that thick, heavy shroud of unconsciousness more closely now, but at least he's not expending so much precious energy consistently wrestling his mind back into the present. He thinks of Rey, whose calm determination mirrored his own, who helped him stay grounded when things were difficult. He thought of Kate and her undying loyalty, of all the burdens of his that she listened to and empathized with. He thought of Carlisle and Emily--all of the kind words and gestures, all of the unrelenting faith in his character and goodness that they'd had. They--they still thought he was worthy of the sash. Without full lucidity he feels closer to the memories somehow, could swear he can hear their voices--

And then he realizes that he can and he is--they're calling out to him over the sound of heavy, approaching footfalls. The dark shroud that has crept in from the edges of his vision and blotted out the world begins to thin, now, and Glacius struggles to lift his head from the ground, wheezing stubbornly as he tries to catch his breath. He can't call back to them, in fact his trembling limbs look like they can barely keep his upper body off the ground, but he's trying his best to let them know that he's here, and whatever it is they have planned for him should probably be done fast.

The Clinic- CLOSED to Kate
Carlisle and Emily's efforts had worked flawlessly, their last-ditch efforts to provide Glacius with Healing Ice having restored the ice alien to perfect health... but that was exactly it. That was the last chance that they had of warding off the respiratory infection that had nearly claimed him, and Glacius knew that he could not always rely on such things--not only because snow in this place was of the highest rarity and he wouldn't trust the gods to cough up more whenever he needed it, but because he didn't want his friends expending so much of themselves. He needed to be more careful.

He needed to establish better preventative measures to hopefully himself from ever coming that close again in the first place.

He knows that Kate is up as early as early can be--her patterns mimic his own, in that way-- and a least they seem to be in the "quiet aftermath" period that tends to follow after the wretched games of the gods. It's not likely the clinic will be busy today, especially not at an hour that most humans would consider "ungodly", so he should be able to keep this visit solely between the two of them. And so as the artificial lighting is just beginning to illuminate the dreary subterranean city, giving the impression of a warm and peaceful morning, she'll find she has a certain otherworldly visitor at the clinic door, trying to find some space in her schedule before the other inhabitants of the city stop by and happen to catch a glimpse of him.

Except this time he's not here just as a visitor, or as a guard making sure everything is in order--no, he's here as a patient.
tongueamok: (➣ not above begging)

[personal profile] tongueamok 2017-02-08 09:21 am (UTC)(link)
"Glacius!"

That is indeed Carlisle's voice Glacius hears as the clergyman tears across the street to kneel by his side, his eyes and voice fraught with worry, his hands shaking as he holds them above his alien friend, afraid that any amount of contact will make things worse. Despite that the run over took the wind out of him, he takes off at a mile a minute, trying to piece together some semblance of a plan.

"You're- you're going to be fine. I can't- can't heal you, or maybe I could, but I'll make things worse if I risk it. Gills are too delicate, and with the burning that comes from my aural channels, probably a bad idea, given the way you're breathing and the coughing and you should have had that checked out. Right. Forget I mentioned it. Something else, then. We'll, ah. We'll get you off the ground and you'll be fine once we figure out what it is that we'll do when we do what do we do what do we do what do we do?!"

That last question is aimed squarely at Emily, who Carlisle turns to, his expression reflecting the desperation in his tone.
unfollowing: (the blood is symbolic i guess)

[personal profile] unfollowing 2017-02-08 03:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Emily has been through this sort of thing before, to a degree: Ashley covered in blood, Chris at her side, both distraught and weeping and at a loss for what to do. She'd felt her own fear and then taken charge, because she'd been the one furthest from the trauma and the only one thinking clearly.

It's much the same now. Yes, the state of Glacius's voice had shocked her and started the adrenaline pumping. She'd kept pace with Carlisle until he'd broken ahead and run to Glacius's side in a gesture that reminds her of how she acted when she saw Matt walk around the city, injured and lost, on the day he'd arrived. It sends a stab of sadness through her chest, but she marshals herself together. Now's not the time to miss Matt. Now's the time to get Glacius home and healed up.

This is a lot to take in, but she can do this. Glacius is sick, and Carlisle is distraught. She's the one who has to get them all together.

With a deep breath, she stands straight, like she's doing a presentation for class or a mock interview for an internship. "We have to get Glacius back to the apartment. To the snow. Glacius, there's real, clean snow outside your apartment door, but we can't carry you there. Can you stand? Can you walk if we support you?"
tongueamok: (➣ uncertainty as natural as breath)

[personal profile] tongueamok 2017-02-08 10:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Hesitating for half a second, Carlisle gingerly places his hand atop Glacius' as the alien reaches for him, doing his best to offer comfort without doing any more damage to his suffering friend. His panic fails to formulate a viable plan; thankfully, Emily is there to be the voice of reason against the storm of worry.

"Stop talking," he utters to Glacius, his hand tightening for a moment before he tries to slide himself under one of Glacius' shoulders. His body, still stiff itself from magical exhaustion, fights against him, but desperation wins out as he tries to help Glacius rise to his feet.
Edited 2017-02-08 22:08 (UTC)
unfollowing: (serious talk)

[personal profile] unfollowing 2017-02-08 11:42 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yes, snow. Just lean on us, okay?" Emily mirrors Carlisle's actions, ignoring the way her body feels after using so much magic. She's been through worse before. If she could survive being chased by a wendigo through scary, rickety, freezing mines after falling from a goddamn collapsed radio tower, she can help her friend after glyphcrafting a little.

She shoots Carlisle a quick glance, and nods. "Let's go. One step at a time, okay?"
tongueamok: (➣ it's true and also not true)

[personal profile] tongueamok 2017-02-09 03:17 am (UTC)(link)
Though he lets out a groan from the weight on his back and shoulders, Carlisle gives his companions a tentative smile as they start moving, one step at a time. "Good. Okay. Moving now. Just left foot, then right foot, and we're practically there."

They aren't, of course, but they're two steps closer, and Carlisle will take what he can get in terms of determination at the moment.

"You'll be- be so excited to see it, Glacius. The snow. Emily- she did most of the work, but you'll be able to mend yourself from any wound or infection, right? That is what you said, so you've got to make it until then. Don't want the snow to go to waste."
Edited 2017-02-09 03:17 (UTC)
unfollowing: (keywords are hard)

[personal profile] unfollowing 2017-02-09 04:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Carlisle is lucky there are more pressing matters to attend to than his subtle self-deprecation, because otherwise, she'd call him on it. As it stands, she tries for a few seconds to come up with a way to do it regardless, but nothing comes to mind.

"We're two stubborn overachievers who want to make sure you're okay. It's a dangerous mix." Though really, for all that she'd been upset by the sight of Glacius looking so hurt, Carlisle reacted far worse. It doesn't seem like how a clergyman would react, especially not one who can heal others.

They're lucky, her two friends, that she's more worried with keeping them moving forwards than thinkong more about her suspicions regarding the two of them.

"Come on, we're closer now." It's not a lie, okay. "You're doing really well, Glacius."
tongueamok: (➣ there is no greater fear)

[personal profile] tongueamok 2017-02-09 10:15 pm (UTC)(link)
As he's spattered again with some horrible, internal substance from Glacius, one might think that Carlisle would handle it better. After all, the third time is the charm, isn't it?

Apparently not, as he immediately freezes, his mind thrown back to an instant where Glacius was impaled before him by his double, a single thought resonating in him: this is his fault.

And that thought quickly transforms into a runaway train of them: Glacius is dying and it's his fault again. He should have insisted Glacius get that cough checked out or find a way to manage his injured gills; he should have healed him despite any discomfort on Glacius' end, because if he'd been healed, then he wouldn't be suffering now, so why didn't he just heal him the moment he had even a scrap of energy to spare on such an endeavor did he not care about his friend no wait they're partners now and that makes it even worse because he finally had some kind of an exciting and new connection to explore with another being who knows exactly what he is and isn't afraid of him or disgusted or thinks he's some kind of a blight on the world and now said being is going to die and he'll be alone and that is a dreadful feeling in the highest—

Carlisle forces himself to stop in the only way he knows how; Emily and Glacius may feel his influence upon them, urging them along in spite of any reason they may find to hesitate: "Keep moving!"

As for Carlisle himself, he does, putting one foot in front of the other once more.
Edited 2017-02-09 22:15 (UTC)
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[personal profile] unfollowing 2017-02-09 10:29 pm (UTC)(link)
It's certainly a shock to see just how sick Glacius is, to realize how much pain he must be in. Emily has never seen this before, so yes there's some shock there, and she has to fight the instinct to pull away and wipe the bloody phlegm equivalent off her clothes for fear of catching whatever this is.

But Carlisle's influence soothes her, keeps her focused, helps her pull her strength together to move as fast as Glacius will allow.
tongueamok: (➣ despite everything)

[personal profile] tongueamok 2017-02-09 11:21 pm (UTC)(link)
It's as much of a bane as it is a boon that Emily and Glacius are both affected by his command: though they move a little faster toward their destination, he knows Glacius is pushing himself toward a brink he shouldn't approach. He did so himself trying to heal him before, after all.

But there's no taking it back now. He utters a quiet series of apologies as they keep going, the Spire appearing in the distance.

quietly moves us along

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i am so sorry for her omg

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[personal profile] dedikated 2017-02-12 10:50 pm (UTC)(link)
The last event, game, whatever the fuck the gods wanted to call it? That hurt, badly. Faith's death, the evils wrought by her own double and that of her best friend, all of it added to a list of things already solidly being ignored, buried deep under layers of busywork and crumbling walls.

People might get past those walls, into her heart, but letting the things it feels out? That's something Kate hasn't managed yet, preferring to deal with it by drinking. And drinking some more.

But, for nothing but fortune's sake, perhaps, she's not hungover this morning, up before sunrise, though more tired than usual. The drinking habits, the need to be plied unconscious by alcohol, they're as much to do with the nightmares of what happened, the coldness that seeped through her double and then herself, after Faith's death; hell, Faith's death itself, the sight of her supposedly near-invincible friend lying, lifeless, just hammering home the thing that stabs her heart so often:

Everyone you love will leave you. You won't be able to protect them, you never have been.

She's at the clinic at this time because she's been falling asleep there more often than not, whether due to too much alcohol, or simply because it's easier to sleep there than in the increasingly empty, oversized house that she and Faith share. So, when Glacius approaches, she's stifling a yawn and trying to twist all her hair into a bun on the top of her head.

"Gl-" Fuck, nah, that yawn's happening, bro. "Glacius? Can I help?"
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[personal profile] dedikated 2017-02-18 09:44 pm (UTC)(link)
They all have to deal with these things, but Kate can't help but think she should be able to stop every terrible thing that's happened to people, even if it's not feasible. Because those people deserve more. Faith deserved more. She didn't deserve to die, to have to live with the guilt of the actions of her double, of the parts of her she's always kept under control. They exist, but dammit, she always made the choice to not fall into them.

She doesn't deserve to feel bad about their existence. Unlike Kate, she didn't fall into that trap, where those terrible parts of her are one weight too many away from coming out without remorse or care.

Finishing up with her hair - it's not as perfect as usual, but it'll do for now - Kate stretches her arms above her head. The clothes she's in are clearly crumpled, more than enough of a sign that she's just passed out here and woken up.

"I'm-" She catches herself, because fine is a lie. It's a lie she doesn't want to tell any more, even if she'd rather do her job than talk too much, after the combination of too much alcohol and chats with Carlisle, going through everything again will be awkward and painful. "Fell asleep in th' office. Not the best idea." Which is true, you can't really get a proper night's sleep on a chair and slumped over a desk.

"What can I do for you?"
dedikated: (109)

[personal profile] dedikated 2017-02-20 10:11 pm (UTC)(link)
There's a moment of silence as Glacius explains what he needs, where she takes the moment to mull it over, to let her brain fill in the gaps. They're not too difficult to drag the underlying request from, to find the will you among the explanation. Kate doesn't question, doesn't pepper this moment with are you sure or hesitation, only the slight widening of her eyes provides any sort of indication to how much this means. Their trust has been a long standing thing, something that makes all the horrors of this place lessen just enough to be bearable, but there's the trust they've cultivated as friends and warriors, as people who've fought together, and this-

The one that says that he trusts her to heal as much as destroy, even though there's no more secrets in that area and she's not hiding the fear that's controlled so much of her life. This means something more, something uplifting that's needed in the wake of everything which has been designed to create doubt, to hang it heavy over her head.

"We can talk about it later," she finally says, speaking of her own worries, finding supplies and paper and pen for any notes she needs to take. "Don't- Don't want it getting in th' way of work." Because her own problems aren't something that can be solved as easily as a check-up can be done.

"So, tell me about your biology." And it's back to business for now as she puts on a stethoscope, hovering it lightly over his chest, not pressing it onto the flesh just yet. It's strange, after all this time it's nearly foreign, to be working on something as mundane as a check-up, even one that's to do with actual biology rather than powers.

It feels like a breather, almost, a breath of fresh air between the chaos of events and the injuries that rain down from them.
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[personal profile] dedikated 2017-02-24 09:46 pm (UTC)(link)
It takes little time for the idea to cement itself in her head. She can't do it now, but if she can get her hands on a safe - on something that's indestructible and inaccessible to anyone but herself - Kate can take care of those notes and place them somewhere safe. A deal with the gods, maybe. They don't need to know why, and she has other things - that elephant plush, for one - which she doesn't want to see destroyed in whatever games they play.

"Got it." It's unlikely she'd have done so anyway, but the request just hammers home that this is something to be left to herself, to be protected. Kept safe. And yes, the tools are likely nothing compared to what his people have, but that's what Hadriel provides. It's all she knows to use, even back home, although there are certainly superhumans who could do all of this without aids, she's not among those gifted few. Her powers don't allow such things, only responding to people's abilities, to that which is beyond the kind of biology that's required here.

So instead of something quick, this will be longer, more questions than immediate answers. Kate listens for a moment, slips the stethoscope over one shoulder with a nod and begins scribbling on paper - notes of what he's said about his hearts, notes of what she heard rattling in his chest, wondering all the while if dual hearts is something her kind were meant to have but never did. "And your lungs?" Her eyes flick to his gills for a moment, twirling the pen between her fingers idly as she does.
dedikated: (005)

kanyeshrug. KI will just have to provide deets if they don't want headcanon.

[personal profile] dedikated 2017-03-08 10:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Change is a constant here. A way of life. Whether that's the new people that arrive, or the people that leave, the things that happen and who you become. All of it is designed to change you, to force about things that you don't expect. How easy it is to begin to take this place for granted, to accept it as your life even if you desire nothing more than to leave, to see the sky once again. She's gotten too used to what's here, even when the Gods bring about their strangeness, try to rustle up their emotions - it's just part of life, something to be expected in the same way rain might be back home.

Kate never thought she'd be part-running a clinic with so little in the way of actual technology or real organisation (where everyone's, more or less, on a casual schedule, can you really have organisation the way it was taught to her?), nor that she'd be using the little she knows about check-ups, as opposed to emergency first aid or power problems, for an alien being. Someone, had the world done something different had they met back home when The Agency was still active, she would have likely treated in the same way that Ultratech did. An abomination. Someone to hurt, rather than help. It's those thoughts that strike her when she gently prods at the exposed flesh, applies pressure with a methodical precision that's easier to get right after being taught what's enough to cause pain.

"Operculum?" Her eyes are bright, and it takes little more than a second for her to shake her head at the question she makes - once he flares his gills, she thinks she gets it. What that word means. It's nothing in the human or superhuman biology, and she knows little about anything beyond that. With little more fuss, she begins noting things down, scribbling in spiky handwriting. "That means the infection was in your gills, aye?" That is, after all, the main reason he came here. She thinks she's getting the right answer, but...

Well. This is all new. Another change.
dedikated: (060)

[personal profile] dedikated 2017-03-15 06:23 pm (UTC)(link)
More notes to make. It's true, their attempts at healing anything remain limited - physical injuries are simple enough, with bandages and scraped together resources, healers and first aid knowledge, but illness is another beast, one that requires different sorts of treatments.

"Aye," she agrees. It's been a non-issue so far, but clearly this is more than enough of a sign that Kate's been taking that for granted. Like the rest of this place, their health is unpredictable, and clearly certain things can still infect people. And in a locked down area such as this...

It'll be a pain if it spreads. "Know a few remedies from back home that help with things like this. Prob'ly find some substitutes in th' orchard." She steps back, pulls a chair over to sit down opposite him, tapping her pen against the notebook. "There any natural remedies your people use?" Most of the ones she does know are teas, various heat-based or steam-based aids that Kate doesn't know whether to recommend readily with his biology.

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