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Better I'm the Last One Alive, Than A Soul Denied

Who: Yukari and you! (OTA, Will match format)
What: Yukari's adjusting to his missing eye.
Where: Around Hadriel
When: February 14th
Warnings: Mild violence; Mild descriptions of gore.

[A] Training

If Yukari had to admit to anything, it would be that living with an eye-patch has been more troublesome than he thought it would be. Losing his eye due to a poor choice of words and intentions, he's lost some of his depth perception to go with it. Relying on Curufin has been... odd, to say the least. Not that he isn't grateful for the Elf. Yukari's just so independent. Having to rely on anyone else is beyond what he ever expected for him. Or, at the very least, he expected to be old and weary before he would have to rely on someone. He aims to take care of the burden he's being as soon as possible, and take that stress off of Curufin's shoulders. Despite that he's been told he should probably rest until he's had the chance to heal properly.

He finds a wide, open area in the fields before he draws his sword. Already, everything feels off, as if the world had shifted left while he wasn't looking. He gives a light huff before he starts swinging, practicing the basic moves and working his way up. His skill feels clumsy, since he can't witness it from his right side for how wide his sweeps are, or where he's aiming just beyond that peripheral vision. It's fairly frustrating, actually. He pauses after a few more movements, trying to determine to see to his right side more easily. If only he had a mentor who knew how to direct this kind of thing, or an opponent to practice with, he'd actually appreciate it in this circumstance.

[B] The River

After all of that practice, he's settled himself before the water. His sword lays in the grass in front of him as he stares pensively into the water. He knows he won't be able to counteract the new depth perception problems overnight, but it still brings a soft sigh to escape from his lips. His skill in battle is part of who he is. To have to adjust to a new means... It's like having to start back at square on. That will teach him to piss off little girls with a weapons specialty, he supposes.

As someone approaches, he looks over his shoulder, on his right side. The eye patch being the first thing to meet them rather than his gaze. He's still got alot to get used to, and he mentally groans that he has to physically turn himself so he can properly see the person.

"Can I help you?" He asks. His voice may be level, but it hints at his frustration for his shortcomings.

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"Of course. Enlighten me, though: Who's Rydia-chan? It's rather difficult to avoid someone if I've not met them."

He says it sincerely, if not mildly annoyed. He sets a hand on his hip as he waits for a proper answer. He's not letting Kain go until he gets one.

Kain still has his lance out and aimed in his general direction, prepared to launch into another attack at any moment. He's still not entirely sure if his point has gotten across, but he hopes it has. He's not about to tolerate this happening again. But something really bothers him about the question.

"She comes from my world, for one thing. She has green hair and normally wears all green... she's a mage, as well... but you should know all of this. You're the one who attacked her!"

"Green hair, hmm?" He thinks back to that glimmer of a memory. Is that what happened? Time to pull on the tab and find out. "I see. May I ask you a few questions? I believe you have the wrong person. But I suspect I know who caused it."

He sheathes his sword and ties it to his hip, folding his arms.

"The person you're looking for looks like me, right? And I suppose he was rather... promiscuous," a slight expression of disgust crosses his face before returning to neutral, "to your friend as well?"

He's sounding remarkably calm about this, albeit he's uncomfortable talking about his Double and the damage they caused.

"So you do remember her." Kain narrows his eyes, suspicious as it seems like at first that he's simply trying to talk himself out of trouble somehow. He can't exactly stand someone who'll say anything it takes to shift the blame away from themselves. And yet... and yet what he's saying...

"Something like that. Why? What are you saying?" He has his suspicion now, of course, since he'd mentioned a person resembling himself. Could it be? Well, he'd rather hear the other say it for certain, rather than put the words in his mouth. He's watching him closely, too, for any signs that he's being deceptive.

"Rest assured, I've yet to meet her. But, in addition to that, you should know I would absolutely never be..." He narrows his eye at the ground as he tries to think of how to word such a repulsive thing. "So forward if you will. I have no romantic inclinations toward your friend, or much of anyone else for that matter."

Save for Curufin, but he's not saying that out loud.

"I'm afraid Clone-chan has disappeared just like the rest of them. And while we look similar, our personalities are quite different. But, surely, he's the one that met your Rydia-chan, if you're speaking of someone flirtatious. You have the wrong man, Knight-chan."

He's speaking the truth, although whether or not the Knight will believe it is beyond his care and consideration. It's a fine mess his Clone has made, squandering his name with filthy acts he would never even dream of doing. On second thought, he'd much prefer his name cleared.

"If you need further proof, I have a man who can provide such an alibi. Someone I'm sure you would find trustworthy."

Since Curufin's on the Guard, certainly his word holds something much higher than what Yukari has to offer in this moment.

Kain is tensed, still on guard, though he at least isn't making a move to go on the attack again. He's a lot of things, but hot-headed isn't one of them... but coldness, on the other hand, is something he does all too well. He's definitely being that way now. At the same time, he's not exactly one to forgive so easily, either, and letting things go is a difficult matter for him. He watches the man, unsure if he's lying.

"A fine excuse... though I'll admit those doubles caused a great deal of chaos while they were here." His own did so as well. He can't forget that, he may well be in the same position of damage control. So maybe it's the truth. Either that or he's using it as a convenient way to get out of his responsibility. "But fine. I'll accept your word for now. I'd like to speak to my fellow guardsman, though, just to be completely certain." That's a promising idea, as far as Kain is concerned. He does more or less trust... most of the others on the guard.

"Agreed. I'm pleased the beasts are gone." He gently flicks a strand of his hair over his shoulder.

"Delightful, the person I was going to refer you to was on your Guard anyway. Go meet Curufin-san, he'll be able to confirm everything for you. And, just to clarify, my name is Yukari Mishakuji. That's all you need to tell him."

He sincerely hopes Curufin won't mention that they're lovers. But, then... whatever happens. If Curufin thinks mentioning that will help clear Yukari's name, then he'll allow it to happen. He won't like it, but he trusts the Elf's judgment.

Kain nods, at least willing to see what this other Guard member has to say. He may be angry about what happened to Rydia, but he can and will get to the truth of the matter. He knows how it is to have a dark double running around doing terrible things in one's name, anyway.

"Fine, then I'll see what he has to say. Perhaps he can clear your name entirely. If not... if I find any suspicion otherwise... then it means our fight isn't over."

He's still a bit stern in his tone and mannerisms, though. He isn't exactly going to lighten up toward the other man until he's absolutely sure about him.

Yukari can't help but smirk at the promise of the fight not being over if his name isn't cleared.

"Oh, do tell me then, what do I gain if I am void of all accusations you have placed here? Do I get a heartfelt apology? Some promise you'll forget? You have caused me a rather large amount of grief in my position." He indicates toward his eyepatched right eye with a wave of his hand. "Tell you what: Why don't you tell Curufin-san that you attacked me in my current state, if you find my name cleared, and we'll call it even. Of course, it's only obligation if you find my name cleared. If you still suspect me, do give me a call."

If he understands anything of Curufin at all, he knows that such an admittance probably won't let Kain off easily. Perhaps it will be enough for the strain on Yukari's senses and the holes in his shirt.

Kain rolls his eyes. "Right, because I hurt you so terribly." He's not impaled, Kain doesn't see the problem here. "You'll get the promise that I won't attack you again, not for this matter, anyway." He'd be more inclined to an apology if it weren't for the other's attitude on the matter. In fact, he knows that's probably the right course of action, but at the moment... grrrr. He's a bit too annoyed for that.

He watches him closely, not at all trusting this idea. He's not going to confess to something in such a way. So he shakes his head. "Or why don't I tell him the full story? I'm hardly one to attack without reason, and I thought I had reason. I'll tell him the story as I see it and nothing else. The truth." He's at least not going to lie, but he's also not going to make himself out to be some villain.

"Oh, please do tell him the whole story. See, the fact of the matter is you attacked me without checking, knowing well of the matter of the Clones. At least, that's if I understand your responses correctly. A matter that could have been resolved simply by talking, if you had bothered to try."

And, well, you didn't bother to try, did you? Sorry Kain, you're still the villain, despite all of your pretending.

"And well, if I find out you didn't tell him, I suppose I shall have to." He smirks. "Given your regards for me, do you really want me to get to that story first?"

Yes, Kain, he's noticed your tension for him, regardless of what he's said. And he will use that tension against you. Better choose wisely.

"Because I thought you were the one to blame! All I knew of the matter was that some purple-haired stranger had attacked her..." Though his mistake had indeed been in thinking that it was the person here, and not considering the matter of the doubles. He'd become too wrapped up in the idea of revenge. Kain mentally curses himself, but he's not going to go through these self-loathing feelings with the other.

Yet again. Yet again, he'd been led astray somehow, but the worst part is that this time, it really was his own fault that he'd given in to his darker side. Not fully, it hadn't taken over control... but enough of it had surfaced to be a problem.

He sighs, not liking the whole thing, but what could go wrong if he explains it, as rationally as he can? "Fine. I still plan to talk to him. I won't back down on my word, you can rely on that." Hmmph. he doesn't sound too thrilled, but the sooner he deals with this situation, the better.

All that gets from him is a delighted, airy chuckle as he plays with a strand of his hair idly. Admittedly, it was part of Yukari's goal to inflict the emotional guilt onto Kain. Clearing his name first and foremost, but the side story effect was more rewarding. Keeping people dancing on the edge of a knife could be a delightful show to watch.

"Very well. And good luck."

It's said sarcastically, as a jab to get under that last little bit of skin for the knight. He doesn't actually suspect Curufin to hurt Kain, after all. This is just more fun for him as he keeps Kain guessing.

It really bothers Kain, of course, unsettling him just a little bit, the attitude that the other is showing. He's not the best when it comes to avoiding manipulation... and he can't help but worry if that's happened now. He can't really tell for sure. He doesn't feel exactly great about this whole thing, though. The situation couldn't be avoided... there was no chance he'd have let it go.

"Fine. As long as there's no future trouble."

He gives him a skeptical look, but there's not much more that he can do at this point... besides have that talk and find out more. With any luck, he can explain his side. And if not... well, maybe he'd just created far more trouble than there needed to be. Sigh.

Well, Yukari can't promise that there's not future trouble, now. He's going to continue harassing people. But he will keep his word and not lay a finger on Rydia. So, that's exactly what he offers.

"As I promised." A lightly flambouyant bow and mischievous smile.

You certainly appear to be an interesting source to toy with, Kain. You can almost certainly expect him to come tease you in the future.

Kain has no idea, of course, that he's thinking of toying with him again. He's just content with the hope that this is all over, that he's settled things between them at the moment. Ah, if he only knew... For now, he's just going to consider this over with. He'll remain wary, though. Some part of him isn't fully satisfied, but he'll just deal with it.

"Very well." Kain withdraws further, putting his weapon away. "Then it's settled."

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