Event Log: Bad End

[hadrielmods]

Who: All characters participating in the event
What: The event log for the Bad End event
Where: All over the city!
When: August 23rd-September 5th
Warnings: Bad futures, awkward conversations, smashed mirrors

You wake up to find a mirror at your bedside - a pretty nice one, too, a silver hand mirror perfect for fixing your hair in. Only when you try to do that, it's not your gorgeous reflection that you see. It's something else - a terrible future, just about as bad as anything you could imagine for yourself.

Maybe you see your loved ones dead on the ground, and you know it's your fault. Maybe you see the goal you've been working so hard for pulled out of your reach forever. Maybe you see someone you've hurt in the past ruining your life. Maybe you see your hot girlfriend leaving you to shack up with your worst enemy. Whatever you see, it really sucks, and you know that it's possible. This future could happen if you make the wrong choices, give in to your worst impulses.

Break the mirror if you want, but you'll see the same vision in any reflective surface in the city. You can't break them all, but you can sure try. And what will you do when you see your best friend's vision - and it features you betraying them?

Seek reassurance, give reassurance, lash out, vow to yourself that you'll never let it turn out that way, sink into the depths of sorrow because you feel like the future you see is inevitable. Whatever you do, it won't take away those visions - not until the event is over.

► This log covers August 23rd-September 5th.
► Feel free to make your own logs, as well
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► If you can't handle the idea of your dark future, or maybe you just accidentally slip and fall on a mirror shard, let us know here.

Comments

[hasitsthorns]

[ Honestly, she expected the lapse into silence. It was... a lot of information to take in for both of them. For her own part, she certainly has quite a few questions in mind to ask him. But she battled with herself on not wanting to pry, on him only wanting to tell her what he's comfortable with.

And also, she isn't sure if she really wants to know the details of all that he is and what that means. ]

I didn't. Not always. The place I was in before, Haven, there was a guy there that liked to experiment on us. He got me and some magic lady together and like... extracted her magic? Just like drawing blood, it was crazy. And then he injected it into me.

[ It was surreal. Sometimes Rose still has nightmares about the feeling of foreign magic humming in her veins, flooding the synapses in her brain and overwhelming her. ]

It made me go crazy. And I- I ate her because I was just so hopped up and high and instinct-driven. But then when I woke up after, nothing tasted right anymore. It's all like eating ash now except for flesh.

[ Her hunger initially had driven her to do unspeakable things too. But, ] I can last... maybe a couple centuries at the rate I'm going. A few centuries, if I'm lucky, but stress and stuff makes it worse. It's not fun though.

[aroundthecoroner]

[What happened to Rose sounds fucking awful, a literal nightmare. But it also, perversely, is a bit of a relief. She really does have to eat people out of necessity. She didn't murder someone because she wanted to, but because she wasn't herself. And she can survive without doing it for a long time. Which makes it easier to keep the monster's attention off of her. Which he realizes is kind of a shitty priority.]

Christ, I'm sorry. That's fucked up.

[He knows that's not exactly helpful, but he's not sure what else to say, so... solidarity?]

I, uh, I get what it's like to need something you're not supposed to take. That you don't even really want.

[But unlike in his case, there might be a workaround for hers.]

Do you think the gods could give you some kind of substitute?

[hasitsthorns]

[ What's more fucked up, honestly, is that there's some small part of her that think she deserves every moment of this Hell.
But that's not something she'll ever admit to anyone; she's barely admitted it to herself. ]

I don't know, [ she admits. ] I mean. Probably? I think Hope supplies people with shit they need, but- I don't want it to be something I need. I don't want to want it at all.

[aroundthecoroner]

[Michael would relate very hard to that, if she were to share it. But honestly, his is more than just a part. The difference is that, while he knows he deserves every bad thing that happens to him, he doesn't necessarily want to sit down and accept the punishment.]

Yeah, I know. But some things, just- there's no fixing it. We are what we are. And better this than you starving yourself.

[That's not very optimistic, but then, neither is Michael.]