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closed; Up where the mountains meet the heavens above
Who: Richie Tozier and Lance Sweets
What: Richie's worried about his friends
Where: Lance's place
When: Backdated to before the sandstorm
Warnings: Richie's mouth, and most likely talks of abuse, bullying, murder, basically everything that comes with a stephen king movie
[ He supposes he should have actually told Lance he was going to come knocking, but that would have required some slight degree of impulse control and planning ahead. With Bill and Beverly gone, all of that is completely out the window - all that's left is Eddie's worrying, Stan's meticulous, and...Richie.
It makes him feel strange, not being with the rest of the Loser's, and he knows it makes the others feel weird, too--before he'd just had blind optimism that the rest would show up, but it's starting to dwindle and leave Richie with the very real fact that this place is just as bad as what they fought in Derry. And then there's how concerned he is with everyone else, and sure, Lance had helped, but Richie had backpedaled and did what he always did when faced with a problem: ignore it and look for something fun.
So it's a strange moment of lucidity as Richie realizes him distracting himself won't help his friends. It's just after dinner (courtesy of Ignis) that he finds himself knocking pretty loudly, fumbling with his glasses as he waits. ]
Fuck.
[ The last word is softly to himself, chewing on the inside of his lip. ]
What: Richie's worried about his friends
Where: Lance's place
When: Backdated to before the sandstorm
Warnings: Richie's mouth, and most likely talks of abuse, bullying, murder, basically everything that comes with a stephen king movie
[ He supposes he should have actually told Lance he was going to come knocking, but that would have required some slight degree of impulse control and planning ahead. With Bill and Beverly gone, all of that is completely out the window - all that's left is Eddie's worrying, Stan's meticulous, and...Richie.
It makes him feel strange, not being with the rest of the Loser's, and he knows it makes the others feel weird, too--before he'd just had blind optimism that the rest would show up, but it's starting to dwindle and leave Richie with the very real fact that this place is just as bad as what they fought in Derry. And then there's how concerned he is with everyone else, and sure, Lance had helped, but Richie had backpedaled and did what he always did when faced with a problem: ignore it and look for something fun.
So it's a strange moment of lucidity as Richie realizes him distracting himself won't help his friends. It's just after dinner (courtesy of Ignis) that he finds himself knocking pretty loudly, fumbling with his glasses as he waits. ]
Fuck.
[ The last word is softly to himself, chewing on the inside of his lip. ]
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But for now, what he can do is allow the distraction briefly, and he gives a small shrug and nods.]
Not recently, but yes. It would be kind of hypocritical of me to suggest therapy to people and then never use it myself.
[Which is... An understatement, since he's seen someone off and on most of his life, but no need to mention that right now. And he suddenly has an idea, actually; remembering his time seeing a counselor in grad school makes him think of one of his causes of stress at the time, which gives him an idea--]
Have you tried the chess game, on the phones?
[It's an abrupt subject change, but he thinks having something for Richie to focus on while they talk might make things easier. Provided he's willing and knows how to play chess, anyway.]
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...Tell you the truth, I feel bad for him most outta everyone.
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[It's a light challenge; Lance hasn't actually decided whether he'll play to win just yet, but that's less important than getting a distraction up and going so Richie will relax a little.
But he didn't miss that last part, so as he pulls out his own phone and starts loading up the program he asks--]
Why do you feel worst for him?