hadriel_logs | Event Log: The Hope of a Child

Who: All characters participating in the event
What: The event log for the The Hope of a Child event
Where: All over the city!
When: January 23rd-Feb 1st
Warnings: Youths

By now, the gods have probably done enough weird crap to you while you're asleep for you to be a little suspicious- but it's not like you can just not sleep, especially when there are a few supernatural forces making your eyes droopy and your body feel heavy.

And now, when you fall asleep, you'll wake up somewhere else and you'll likely have quite a different temperament- you'll be younger, maybe a little more naive and innocent, and you won't exactly remember all the wild stuff that's happened to your adult self. Maybe now you'll be a little more trusting and emotional, hm? The gods could definitely use a little boost in power, and what better way to do it than to harness the power of overemotional kiddos!

Or maybe you aren't affected at all and find yourself surrounded by youths. What are you going to do when your best friend doesn't know how to cook for themselves? Or your bitter rival is throwing a temper tantrum because they broke their favorite toy? Nobody asked for this kind of responsibility, but think about what would happen if nobody was around to take care of these babies...

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[No, there are no items necessary for this. In some ways, that made things only worse.]

Future, past, present... It can be a thought, a secret. Something they don't want anyone to know.

[Let alone a filthy little girl like Yehudit.]

「Atem bites both lips and his mouth becomes a thin line on his face. It seems he's thinking about something surely Yehudit would have to deal with at some point of her life (or death), he's wondering if he should ask her about his future. She has told him enough, even if her words at that moment hadn't made sense and merely seemed as empty comforting ones. People usually just spoke these things to make others feel better, he did, all the time, but he was never sure things would go well. But she knew, right?

He lets out a sigh a moment later, what would the point of knowing even be? Sounds difficult and overly complicated, also, boring. This is not how the Necklace was used back home, was it?

But there is something he wishes to know.」

Am I dreaming?

「It surely felt like it. And he surely hopes he is.」

No. [The answer comes abruptly, definite. She knows this as fact, though avoiding looking Atem in the eye when she speaks.] Someone else is.

[Yehudit has caught glimpses and brief thoughts of people in the city, finding that this type of thing happens here often. It didn't take her long to figure out what this is, even if she doesn't want to see the truth of it or how it ends.

[Such isn't always her choice to make.]

「The long sigh he lets out is filled with disappointment. It would have been easier to go on with that train of thought.」

Someone else... 「He's not sure what that means, nor he's sure if he wants to find out, he's got quite enough roaming in his head just to add another worry. Part of him wants to ask her if he's ever going to be able to go back home, but he doesn't know if he'll be able to deal with the let down.」

Let's go back to the city. I'll carry you...

「What other option do they have?」

[From her expression alone, she is reluctant to tell Atem the truth. Such things often only bring hurt to those who wish to hear it.

[Nevertheless, Yehudit is grateful that he doesn't press the matter further. It won't be long before it doesn't matter, anyway.]

Are you certain? I... I am fine here. [Her arms wrap around her knees, chin tucked as she feels smaller than ever.] It's quiet...

[She doesn't like to be alone, but she likes some of the things she had seen from people's thoughts in that city much less. Truth is often something Yehudit wishes she could remain ignorant of.]

「It takes him a moment to understand what she means. It's not until that moment that it occurs to him that she can hear him.

She can hear his thoughts.」

...

「He takes a step back, perhaps not quite away from her, but mostly at the idea that he can't simply shut his mind, it's always busy, never totally blank, not even when he's asleep. If she cannot control it, it must be like a constant annoying buzzing all the time.

She is fine, but he's not, not truly, he misses all the comfort he's used to, but she has already done so much for him, he could give in for a while, can't he? It's not like he can go back home anyway. It's always going to be that way for him, putting someone else's needs before his. This is not the start of it either.

He gives the entrance of the cave a longing glance before he goes sit next to her.」

[For a moment, his physical silence tells her something else. But Atem isn't entirely silent to Yehudit, no matter how much she may try to block it all out. It creeps back in, and she's back to not being able to tell what thoughts are hers and what belongs to someone else.

[It's mercifully quiet out here. No humming of people or their problems and fears to plague her mind. There are some good things in there too, but those are so, so few and far in between...

[Her knuckles pale as they form into fists over her knees, her body so rigid that she starts to shake, before burying her face over the back of her hands.

[In that moment, Atem's thoughts and worries become static in the screams that she Yehudit's own demons.]

Please don't hate me... [She sounds so small, smaller than even that hungry little girl by the water.] I didn't mean to...

[She can't help that people get mad when you know things they don't want anyone to know, and how could she blame them? Who would want to be around such a cursed person?]

「Atem flinches at her words.」

I don't hate you... I would never. You're my friend, Yehudit.

「He's not sure what (else) he can do so she believes her, but he looks truly hurt that she'd think that way.」

[It's an answer Yehudit could have so easily plucked from Atem's mind in any other circumstance. But her own head is cloudy, and it's hard to think straight through all these feelings of her own. Perhaps they're just easier to process because she's out here, devoid of the noise of other people's thoughts. It's just her and Atem.

[And again, while she could have so easily heard the reply before Atem even spoke, it means something more. To actually hear it.

[She breathes out a shuddering exhale, her shoulders slacken.]

I-I only wanted to make you feel better. So you're not alone. Th-that's all. [And instead, she's the one who feels awful and afraid.]

I know... 「She had said that many times. He places a small hand on her head, stroking along her hair a little awkwardly as if he was trying to soothe her fears.」

We'll stay here as long as you want. So that way, none of us will be alone.

[Much like the apologies, it may be more for her own sense of security than Atem's. Selfish, really, but isn't everyone to some extent?

[Yehudit can't help herself from flinching at the initial contact, only for the tension to slowly wane from her bearing. Deep breaths. Calm thoughts. Think of sand.

[Hesitantly, she leans against him, finding herself not at all impartial to Atem's kind and comforting gesture.

[It's okay. They're friends, and he doesn't hate her, and for now neither of them have to be alone. So it's okay.]

Edited 2018-04-10 23:50 (UTC)

「Without further ado, Atem allows the other child to lean against him. It is strangely comforting to him that he can offer her some succor, he probably will never notice that, even as an adult, but such thoughts have no importance right now. For what is worth, the many fears he has at the moment, even the sadness, take a second place, allowing himself to (selfishly) let that feeling fill him as well.

It is all okay...」

Event Log: The Hope of a Child

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